My EH is a musician, what started as a hobby turned into what I have referred to once his god. I have never liked my EH being a musician, I knew it was too much temptation and I didn’t know my Beloved as I do now. My faith was very weak. I would always pray to Him to remove my EH from that music world. This was in 2016. In 2017 I finally let it go and gave it to God. I remember telling God, I know You are able to remove him from that world and I don’t know why you haven’t but I will trust in You. And I truly let it go.
My EH would go play on weekends, practice during the weekdays and I would be at peace with God knowing it was on his time.
Today my EH told me he is sick and tired of that music world and wanted out! Praise the LORD! I wanted to shout HALLELUJAH! But I contained my emotions and MY MOUTH. He told me that the group he was in told him they didn’t want him any longer. I really didn’t like the group too much, they knew too much of our personal lives and the OW would hang out with them. But I trusted in my LORD and let it go.
Another praise is my EH purchased a car for the OW 4-5 months ago. That was painful and my LORD really worked on me with that and helped me through it. God kept telling me if your enemy is hungry, feed him and if he is thirsty, give him a drink. So I let it go and gave it to God. Can you believe my husband asked me to help him sell the OW car!? I did just that, I took pictures and placed the ad.
These couple of weeks have been so hard. But I keep seeking Him and trusting Him. I’ve kept my mouth shut and I have to keep going back to the RYM book and rereading it to keep me in check. I know He is working and when I least expect it He shows me signs. I feel joy and faith in Him! I give You all the glory my Beloved! You are faithful. I honor You, I praise You and I love You. Thank you!
Psalm 86:17 “Show me a sign for good, that those who hate me may see it and be ashamed, because You, O Lord, have helped me and comforted me.”
Exodus 14:14 “The Lord will fight for you while you keep silent.”
Proverbs 3:5-6 “Trust in the Lord with all your heart and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight.”
These Truths are what keep coming in my mind to fight the battle. When I would see so much going on I would say Prov. 3:5 in my mind. Now He is showing me a sign for good.
I’m Married taking Course 2: Renewing Your Mind.
Shortly after this, Jannelle became a partner after tithing for 2 months, and then… we got her Restored Marriage Testimony! It won’t post until 9/1/18 because so many have come in. Watch for “EH Confessed OW was Expecting his Child” in September!