I Felt Like That With Most Men in My Life. Used.

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♕ Today's Promise: "If you do not know, most beautiful of women . . . How beautiful you are, my darling! Oh, how beautiful!" Song of Solomon 1:8, 15

~ Lisea in Florida

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I’ve been through rape and just allowing people to use my body because I didn’t know who I was. I was very insecure and never knew who I was and how my HH (Heavenly Husband) looked and thought about me. After being noticed by quite a few people and feeling triggered and so uncomfortable I knew that this was a wound that I still didn’t ask my HH to heal me from, so I texted Him (yes texted Him in my phone. I put my HH (Heavenly Husband) under my own number and put His answers when He responds back. That way it feels like I’m in deeper relationship with Him and I can always go back to what He says).

Me - My Love, I got some stuff to get off my chest. I think being called beautiful is such a big trigger because it’s not from who I’d like to hear it from and because everybody always has motives behind the compliments. I don’t think I’ve ever gotten completely over being in a vulnerable state and taking those compliments to heart where I felt like I had to return truth with sex or attention or maybe because I didn’t know how. Anytime someone compliments me I feel really uncomfortable like they want something from me and have no respect. I felt like that with most men in my life. Used. I ask that You remove that pain and stigma, please remove the insecurities so the compliments won’t effect me negatively.

HH (Heavenly Husband) - you are beautiful now, you no longer need them to tell you because you know who you are.

I didn’t realize until after that I was actually healed because a man actually came to my job (server) and told me that he just wanted to tell me I was gorgeous and I should be called beautiful everyday.

Thankfully I knew who I was and who I belong to and he does call me beautiful everyday whether it be through people, a song or something else.

After that …. I texted Him.

My Love I don’t need anyone to tell me that I’m beautiful but You because I know who I am. I no longer have to give of myself just for a cheap compliments.

And I realized I was healed. Those compliments didn’t effect me negatively or at all because I’m in love with my Heavenly Husband and He’s healed me from that emotional trauma and at first I wasn’t going to post this because I knew not only was it a test but also goes to show that He does listen to every concern.

You are beautiful and seen by your HH (Heavenly Husband). He will fill your day with all the affection you desire.

"If you do not know, most beautiful of women . . . How beautiful you are, my darling! Oh, how beautiful!" Song of Solomon 1:8, 15

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