Hello beautiful Brides!!! I want to thank my Beloved HH, for everything that He did and does in my life, for His unfailing and incomparable love, for His kindness and for giving me always so much more than I ask or expect, for you my Love I want to give everything, my life, my heart, my dreams and wants, because without you and apart from you I can do nothing.
It’s been a couple of weeks now, that things begin to look very strange, sickness, plans that didn’t work out, frustration with the authorities in the country where I live, struggles regarding my family. Did you ever feel that when things happen it is all at the same time?!! For me it looks like everywhere I turn, there is a trial waiting for me just at the corner.
“Jesus answered and said to him, “What I do you do not realize now, but you will understand hereafter.” John 13:7
Being part of the ministry and a Restoration Fellowship member, I know that He has a purpose for everything, and even If I’m being Set-Up, it’s usually because He wants to show me something and guide me to another direction that is lined up with His will for my life.
I had a lot of plans for this year, one of them was to travel to my home country for my mother’s 60 years birthday, it was a desire that she had for me to be there at her special day, but because the system in Turkey showed an error with my marital status, and it took more than a month for them to be able to fix it, and I also discovered a debt that I had no idea it existed, that probably is the same cost that my flight ticket, I won’t be able to travel for the next two months.
“There is an appointed time for everything. And there is a time for every event under heaven…” Ecclesiastes 3:1-9
When I learned that I had a debt to pay, I confess that I just laughed, it was in the middle of my frustration with my documents that I already had no idea what to do, and things continued to come up, that day I just surrender and said to Him, that I could not think about anything else, or be anxious about anything, I was already carrying so many burdens, that when I finally gave it all to Him, I began to see a breakthrough. By the end of the same week, I received a call that my the error in the system was fixed, and now I would be able to take my new ID, and I am already using it 🙂
When talking to Him, and pondering why it took so long to fix the system, the only thing that I could hear that it was not the time for me to go to Brazil, but to stay here, the why of it I don’t understand now, but I know that soon he will let me know.
“…And who of you by being worried can add a single hour to his life?…“So do not worry about tomorrow; for tomorrow will care for itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.” Matthew 6:27, 34
Brides, it’s so important to pursue and have a relationship with Him, He usually and most of the time will reveal things to you, not to someone’s else, but if we are so caught up in the things of the world, or relying on others instead of Him, then we won’t be able to hear, understand the things that He is allowing or doing around us, we won’t be able to hear His voice, and we will go astray.
When trials or difficulties come, I do struggle and suffer, but I now look at Him and the things that He will do are new things, I also know that it can also be an answer to a prayer. Then we can rejoice in the middle of trials and sufferings.
“Abide in Me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself unless it abides in the vine, so neither can you unless you abide in Me. I am the vine, you are the branches; he who abides in Me and I in him, he bears much fruit, for apart from Me you can do nothing.” John 15:4-5