Cannot Go Back to the Woman I Was

♕ Today's Promise: "Your ears will hear a word behind you, “This is the way, walk in it,” whenever you turn to the right or to the left."" Isaiah 30:21

☊ Thank You Audio

I am so grateful for the kindness that the Lord had placed in your heart to be a Partner which facilitated me in doing the first free online course. How awesome God is to have inspired you along with all the others to sow seeds of hope into the lives of so many hurting women including myself. Words are not enough to express my gratitude to you but I am assured by the mighty Word of our God that you will most definitely reap what you have sown into the lives of so many. May God continue to bless you, keep you and protect you.

This book literally has turned my life around. I cannot go back to the woman I was. The Word of God fills the pages of this book and it is exactly what I needed at the time I did. God is faithful and His timing is perfect.

I would more than recommend this book to other women so they can be transformed by the Word of God so beautifully written by Erin. So the Restore Your Marriage book is the foundation and the testimonies of the various women is the support beams. They bring life and meaning to the principles I read in the Restore Your Marriage book.

The success of so many women and the restoration of their marriages and also the ones who are still waiting on their restoration is a great encouragement. More importantly throughout the ones which I read, they all come back to the key to restoration in general....that is placing our Heavenly Husband as 1st in our life always.

I would recommend this book to all women in search of encouragement.

I had just had a baby and 6 months prior to that I told my earthly husband that we should go our separate ways which he agreed with. After having my son I wanted my earthly husband to be back in the picture on my terms and to my surprise he wanted nothing to do with me. That hurt me deeply and being the contentious horrible woman I was I sent him a whole bunch of messages berating him and calling him disgusting things....sending the other woman pictures of my child knowing this would hurt her because she did not know I was even pregnant, cursing out his mother who I know did not support our was just horrible.

After all that he blocked me from messaging me and told me that he wanted nothing more from this union and he wanted a divorce. It was reading these words from my earthly husband that I started to ask God why since 2017 until now He had not answered my prayers to bring my earthly husband back home. My earthly husband suggested I move on with my life and find someone else and he was going to do the same. I had never believed that was what God had wanted but I started to agree.

I did an online search to see if remarriage was acceptable for Christians after being divorced and that's when I got in the search results a link to How God can and will restore your marriage book. I was highly annoyed by that result and tried searching again and the book came back up again. I decided to read the free couple of pages offered and I started crying like a baby as I read as I felt very convicted. I ended up buying the e-book and read it all in 2 days. I then signed up for Course 1 online. I gave my tithes to Restore Ministries International and also became a member of the Restoration Fellowship Church.

Oh Abba Father,

You are amazing and I know you hear me when I cry out you. When I use to get so vexed with you for not giving me what I wanted and yet you remained right there with me to the point of now placing me on my Restoration Journey with someone I called my Saviour, your Son, who is now known to me as Heavenly Husband. I am blushing as I write this because my Heavenly Husband calls me babycakes and wants me to let you know.

I love you with all I have Abba and I am eternally grateful for your patience with me even now. I thank you for your grace and favour and matchless love. You are truly amazing.

Dear Bride, God loves and cares for you so much that He gave you a Heavenly Husband who is your true husband. You may have started your Restoration Journey focused exclusively on your earthly husband but I can assure you that when you finally come face to face with your Heavenly Husband you will repent for being unfaithful to Him and He will embrace you and tell you that He never left your side through it all.

This Restoration journey is to come back to the loving arms of your Heavenly Husband not your earthly one. The bonus is that He will renew and restore all that has been stolen from you which includes your earthly husband.

~Tamara in Jamaica
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