Difficult but Not Impossible

Today I come to praise and thank the Lord God, for blessing me by showing me RMI. This is what I learned right away: I prayed wrong. I would pray for my husband to come back. Hosea 2: 7 “She (I would put my husband’s name instead of “She”) will run after her lovers, but she will not overtake them: she will seek for them, but will not find them.” then she will say, ‘I will return to my husband as at the beginning, was much better sooner than now.” At that time, I used to pray desperately for my husband, praying that when he ran after his lovers, he could not find them, that he would look at them and not find them. And now I know. These scriptures were for me!!! Yes for me !!

All I wanted was to have my family back. But today I learned a lot of things, and that all of this has turned me into a new woman. Today the Lord is my Husband. And he has strengthened me with everything. He never let me miss anything. My Heavenly Husband and HE is all that I want, everything I need and without Him I am nothing. He is my reason for living, He loves me truly and is faithful. May the Lord God be praised.

Thank you with all my heart for the wonderful gift you have been given to me. For you are changing my life for the better. I feel like a renewed woman.

Still separated, because my spouse abandoned me and he needs to know about our daughters (an adoptive and another genetic), I am now feeling free and happy to love my HH “Heavenly Husband”. Before coming here, my marriage had many conflicts, I had no peace, I lived at a high pregnancy risk, and I was without the support of my husband. I was a woman who rejected the concept of submission, overly “help” my husband in everything, yet I did not support the way my husband did things. I stole his role of head of the house and spiritual leader. When he did not like going to the church, I would go with the children believing it would help.

I left home for some days and when I returned, I fought against him, asking for some sort of satisfaction, and then seeing on his phone messages sent to his lovers it destroyed all my confidence. Confronting him, he became furious and began ripping the album of photos from our wedding, and to hurt him back, I said I would arrange to find another father for my daughter when she was born. Out of anger, I called two of his lovers, which of course caused him to become even more furious, until he packed his bags, took his things and left the house. It is already more than one year since that argument.

It is like he has been taken off the face of the earth, and now due to my contentiousness, I suffer alone to support and educate our two children.

On top of everything, I feel ashamed that my family has witnessed my marriage collapsed after it was very short lived. Thanks to the Lord, my God, that I do work and do not depend on my parents. But I feel that my parents love me very much and also suffer from my suffering.

Delight yourself in the Lord, he alone heals, liberates and transforms the circumstances of our lives. The Lord’s plans are perfect. If he did not correct me, sending my husband far away, I would never get this knowledge. I would never have the Lord as my Husband. I feel the arms of the Lord wrapping in everything that I do. Without my husbands support many things have happened, fire, burglars, lack of money, but the Lord God is powerful, HE took care of everything.  I have seen so many miracles from the Lord. My Heavenly Husband gives me peace, tranquility, joy, and strength and support in everything I’m going through. He has always placed someone on my way to help me. Be strong and bold in Him. Wait on the Lord. Everything will happen in His time.

Trust in the Lord because he never fails. Let go of your husbands and cling to your HH so you can also let go of negative feelings. 

Make the Lord first, make him the first in everything and he will supply all your needs. It is difficult but not impossible, few get there, and the faster you do so, the faster God works and miracles happen in your life. Let your heart be hidden and protected by your HH. 

~ Cam in Brazil

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