I Can Finally See Why

♕ Today's Promise: "He who has found his life will lose it, and he who has lost his life for My sake will find it." Matthew 10:39

☊ PR Podcast Adina

Dear Bride, Chapter 2 "Finding Your Life" when your life, your foundation, is taken away from you, you can rest in Him, your HH, to rebuild your life. He wants to give you a new, abundant life. A new foundation build on Him. Seek Him and find your new abundant life.

I am starting to see now why I've been through what I've been through. I lost my life 5 yrs ago when the affair came out, again 2 yrs ago when FH admitted the affair never stopped and last year when my FH divorced me. And every time I was too blind or ignorant to see or realize why. I am so grateful for finding RMI before the divorce and all these courses, I can finally see what and why.

He wants to give me a new life, a abundant life, a foundation build on Him, not on what I want and my plans, but His. He is changing me, showing me my sins that contributed to everything, stripping me of my pride, "independence", contentiousness, my big mouth, everything. Changing me for better. Showing me how all the hurt and rejection from childhood until now is affected me to even trust Him. I am just giving myself and everything to Him. Asking Him to show me how to trust, feel worthy, feel loved.

Even if I still at times I miss my FH, I really just want to find Him as my Husband now and build a strong relationship with Him because I know that without Him, I will never have a solid, unshakable foundation. I rest in His will and surrender my plans and wants to Him. He is all I need to live a happy, complete live.

Whenever I am shaken or something my FH says or does, or if I hear about him and the OW, I tell Him "I love Him, He's all I need to live a happy, abundant life" and I realize how much faster I manage to get over the hurt and the pain. I hope to get to the point soon where I will be so content with Him and His love for me that nothing will shake me. Only 2 days ago He showed me how my childhood hurts affected every relationship in my life, and that is causing me to struggle trusting Him as well because I'm scared to love. But I know He will help me overcome this if I seek Him above all else. For now I also want to put my FH and restoration on a shelve, not giving up, just for me to concentrate on my relationship with my HH.

Even if I lost my life, the life I made an idol, was my everything, I know my HH is busy giving me a new foundation, built and designed by Him! I can be peaceful and happy, radiating His Love even if I lost everything. I can love people unconditionally and show them the Lord in everything I do and how I react to whatever happens. I can see people differently, with compassion and that each one of us have purpose.

Pray with me: My Beloved HH, You are my strength, You hold me up, You are with me in the fire, walking next to me in the desert. You are rebuilding me and my foundation, You are the change in me. You give me purpose, You have a wonderful plan for me, You are busy molding and preparing me to fulfill Your will for me. I love You, I trust You, I need You! You are all I need to live a abundant life! Only You my Love, can satisfy my heart.

Dear Bride, I know you might feel lost, hopeless and devastated at the moment. The life you knew was taken from you and even destroyed. But there is hope, and you can find it when you find your HH. He wants to give you hope, a new life, a future full of joy and peace. He wants to give you so, so much but you need to give Him your heart and seek Him.

I would highly recommend this book Finding the Abundant Life, it is teaching me that there is a abundant life with or without our EH/FH. Even if we are restored we need this kind of a relationship with our HH to fulfill us because no man can.

"He who has found his life will lose it, and he who has lost his life for My sake will find it." Matthew 10:39

If we live for Him, put Him first, leave the old things behind, He will give us a new and abundant life.

"For the mountains may be removed and the hills may shake, but My lovingkindness will not be removed from you, and My covenant of peace will not be shaken,’ says the Lord who has compassion on you.” Isaiah 54:10

When He is our Husband, He will provide and protect us, warn us before something happens.

"God gave these two things that cannot be changed and God cannot lie. We who have turned to Him can have great comfort knowing that He will do what He has promised. This hope is a safe anchor for our souls. It will never move. This hope goes into the Holiest Place of All behind the curtain of heaven. Jesus has already gone there. He has become our Religious Leader forever and has made the way for man to go to God." Hebrews 6:18-20

If He is our First Love we can trust Him because He will always keep His promises to us.

~ Adina in South Africa
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