I Just Want to Be Close to Him

♕ Today's Promise: “God is not human, that he should lie, not a human being, that he should change his mind. Does he speak and then not act? Does he promise and not fulfill?” Numbers‬ ‭23:19‬ ‬‬


☊ PR Podcast Rut Ester

Beautiful brides, it’s happened. I no longer desire for my marriage to be restored. I think about my Beloved, my HH, and I want to be close to Him always. He’s become my all.

When I began my RJ, I couldn’t understand when other brides wrote about letting go and not wanting their marriage restored. I couldn’t see the day it would happen. As I did the course, I grew closer to HH. I completely recommend FAL to get closer to HH and understand what He wants for you as His bride. Then suddenly, I felt so fulfilled by my Love and I had the realization that I had gotten to a place of not wanting my marriage restored. I’m happy and I (finally) live in His peace. It’s taken a long time but I am joyful. He infuses His peace and joy into my life. I’m in awe of His goodness, provisions and plain awesomeness.

Somewhere in the courses it says that a woman should be so close to my HH that a man must find the Lord in order to find her. When I read this, I confess I had an ulterior motive. I was seeking Him so my marriage would be restored. Now, I just want to be so close to HH that in order for me to look at my EH again, he has to be next to me seeking the Lord as well. How amazing is that!

My Love, I love You so much. I couldn’t imagine wanting you more than my own life and here I am. I feel so fulfilled and loved by You. You truly complete me. Thank You for making me whole. Thank You for being the man of my dreams. Thank you for Your love letters in the book of Songs. I can’t believe You see so much in me. You are all I want. I want to be even closer to You with each passing day.

Beloved brides, I encourage You to keep seeking Him. He WILL make you whole. He IS true to His promises. He is not a man to fail or change His mind. Read the book of Songs and read all the beautiful things He says about You. I encourage you to highlight and write them down. Did you know He calls you majestic as the stars? He does!

~ Rut in Florida
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