I’m Becoming a HH Bride—Now I can Sleep!

I’d like to share HOW my HH helped me let go of my fear to move forward. Also to share a little about how the hurdle I had to overcome and the blessings He has blessed me with since I was able to let go and moved closer to being His bride. I’m not a very good writer so I’m not too good at this but I do want to share about how my HH has helped and is helping me. I feel that He is taking me step by step and these courses/lessons are confirmation on my steps that I’m taking the day or week before. It just strengthens me even more and clarifies that He is leading and guiding me!

I am so amazed at His patience, love, and grace with me. I started wondering how this HH truly works. I started to invite Him at night when I was going to bed alone, to please be there with me and for Him to embrace me with His loving arms. Before ladies, I could barely sleep. I have been going through this journey almost for 2 years now and each night my EH wasn’t here I would toss and turn and barely get any sleep. Now ever since I started to embrace my HH and be His Bride I have been sleeping very well! Once I truly let go of my EH and again embraced my HH I have a peace that surpasses all understanding.

Let me tell you that it has opened my eyes so much, and has given me so much strength, peace, and joy, that I just have nothing but praise and thankfulness in my heart and mind all day long. I asked Him the other day what is “our” word for me to use for my HH and came up with 3 that I am constantly speaking to Him with. When we came up with it I was just so happy and giggling, I truly felt like a teenager! 🙂 I do sometimes fall into longing me EH but automatically I start to say what Erin taught us: “Lord, You’re all I want, need and live for.” It took me 4 days to do this lesson because I kept getting distracted and I really wanted to fully understand this lesson. Today I asked Him to help me understand and understanding just flowed!! Thank You, My Beloved, and thank you, Erin, for your ministry.

Dear Bride, do not be afraid. Ask the Holy Spirit to help you and to give you the wisdom to understand and He will show you the Truth. He will heal the pain and He will fill your cup with His great love so you won’t have to look for someone else to fill your cup falsely. You have nothing to lose, I promise it is so worth it. I wish I could have learned this sooner but I know that I needed it to fully understand and appreciate everything even more. Mark 5:36 Jesus said…”Do not be afraid, only believe”  Beautiful Bride only believe in Him!

Mark 5:36 NASB “But Jesus, overhearing what was being spoken, *said to the synagogue official, “Do not be afraid any longer, only believe.”

After Jairus hearing that his daughter dead, Jesus so lovingkindness said to him to not be afraid and only believe. This Truth touched my heart so much it brought me to tears. He spoke to me to stop fearing the future and to only believe in Him, in His Word and in His promises.

~ Janelle in Oklahoma

Watch for Jannelle’s upcoming Restored Marriage Testimony “EH Confessed OW was Expecting his Child” in September!

Milestone #7. Becoming HH bride