First, Thank God for this ministry I read in a note from the Encourager something that I liked very much, the site is virtual but very real, it is as if everything was really transmitted by a person in front of you and not through your computer or cell phone.
It feels so real that it is wonderful to read and read again and again the Lessons, the Testimonies and every published thing that is a great blessing. I want to thank infinitely because it has been a great blessing to learn so many things even though my marriage has not been restored. I recognize that in another time I would have gone crazy I was so much dependence on my EH that there was a day that I thought about how to die but it was no coincidence searching on the internet for places to recover your husband.
God in his infinite mercy He sent me to this site, He is teaching me many new things and I know that the road is a long way to go but I recognize that I want to recover my marriage but now I realize that I also feel the need to please my God and fall in love every day with my HH who I did not dare to approach Him since I felt unworthy of his love so pure but he is teaching me that his love is greater than my sins, and that is enough to heal everything. The pain that still causes me the emptiness from EH. Many thanks to all who work to give us that hope we thought was lost.
I would say that I know that God can and will restore many marriages but more than that he restores personal lives that brings us so many hidden things and sins that we would never have recognized or worse still think that they are not sins but God in his infinite mercy is responsible for making us seeing and understanding each one of our mistakes I confess are hard to accept but he humbles us and gives us the opportunity to repent.
First of all, each case and marriage is different, but the one of that woman who was not Christian struck me and Erin did not deny her the course for that reason on the contrary that was the reason to bring her closer to the Lord and she had a restored marriage which makes me sure God did not notice anything but a truly sorry heart he accepts us as we are and for that I thank my God.
My situation was desperate. I was very dependent on my husband. My life revolved around Him. I never believed that in such a short time I would come out of that terrible pain that would not let me live. I wanted to die, I was destroyed but now everything changed completely although I have not been restored I continue learning and I know that my HH is teaching me to love him and every time I need love he fills me with his pure love and I know that whatever happens, he will never abandon me.
That’s how desperately I was looking for websites and I found you. Thanks, I give to my Lord that I never commented on my situation with anyone I sometimes wanted to tell someone what was happening to me and receive advice and support but now when I feel despair or anguish I run to my Lord Almighty and I thank you for leaving me your son to be my HH. Before I did not understand it for me it was God and nothing else but now I know that my Lord God is my Sovereign deserves all respect and honor and my HH all my love and when I feel in need of running into his arms. It is such a holy experience so pure and wonderful, thank you, my Lord, for teaching me that for many reasons you are a true God.
Do not get tired of fighting fear, lies will come to your mind but humble yourself and cry before the Lord, He will help you because there is no one else who can do it. Remember the battle is very difficult but our Lord is very powerful and merciful and when you accept Him as your HH your love will make you so happy.
Luke 6:38 “Give, and it will be given to you. They will pour into your lap a good measure—pressed down, shaken together, and running over. For by your standard of measure it will be measured to you in return.”
Matthew 6:19–21 “Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys, and where thieves do not break in or steal; where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.”