As I sit here reflecting on the Lord’s goodness in my life am just filled with so much love for my HH. Now my mum even calls Him HH too. Whenever I need encouragement she will always remind me to go to my HH.
I love my HH and from the past week, He has just been directing me to pray in a different way. I am filled with so much joy and thanksgiving as I go through this journey. If I happen to go out of the house I find myself looking forward to coming back and just spending time with my HH. All those days and nights spent in tears have now been replaced with so much laughter and giggling. My HH can do something and then I find myself saying You really do have a sense of humor.
I just want to encourage someone who has just started this journey and feeling ridiculously helpless. Our HH is just waiting for you to fully trust Him and to put Him first. He will dry those tears and will replace them with laughter and smiles. It’s okay to cry and to be broken— that’s how your love story with Him begins. As I look back I just see His loVe written all over my life.
If you’re feeling low and sad ask Him to be your joy ask Him to take it all away and He faithfully will. He is all that matters. I have learnt to put Him first and I find myself just loving Him more and more. Thank you, my Beloved, for your deep abiding love.
The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name’s sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever. Psalm:23:1-6 KJV
~ Fariaha in South Africa