My Symptoms was Anxiety

This praise is about healing me emotionally or physically. I praise my Lord for all He is doing. In my RJ I had felt so much pain and hurt from my EH rejection and all his actions. I was so angry and bitter towards him and the OW. I prayed and sought Him for 20 months asking Him to help me with this pain and hurt. I came to a point that I would feel such a weight on my heart and chest and I would ask Him what was going on. I told a friend about my symptoms and she told me it was anxiety but thank my Lord she told me to SG and give Him all my burdens. I continued to SG and do my courses and I must say I had my breakthrough in 20 months that He slowly, patiently removed little by little everything that I had been was causing my pain. It was my bitterness, angry, grumpy and resentful attitude that I had for MANY years! He is still not done with me yet but I have to say and give Him all the glory that I’m finally at peace and content with everything that goes around me because of Him.

Sometimes the bitterness tries to creep back in but He is there whispering to me to seek more of Him, most likely I didn’t take much time with Him and allowed the businesses of the day get a hold of me, but He is there to guide me back to Him. Now when my EH comes around I don’t feel my heart aching of pain anymore. I do sometimes get hurt by news or things I see or hear but again He is there reminding me of His promises and Truths. Truths that this ministry has so boldly given me, and I seek Him and the pain goes away and He fills me with His peace and love. I have my days that I feel such an overwhelming feeling of sadness and wanting to cry but I run to Him and cry to Him and it does feel like a cleanse He does. I am not the same person when I started this RJ with this ministry and I thank you ladies and my Beloved HH for everything that has been done in my life and I can’t wait to see what’s up ahead!

Proverbs 3:5-6 “Trust in the Lord with all your heart and do not lean on your own understanding.  In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight.

Psalm 112:7 “He will not fear evil tidings; his heart is steadfast, trusting in the Lord.”

Every time I see or hear bad news I start saying these verses and little by little the hurt, the pain, the anxiety or the nervousness will go away and His peace comes into me. I use to hear or see bad news and I would break down in tears and hurt and stay in that feeling for a while but now it’s something momentary and I will be amazed how strong He is making me! Hallelujah, praise the LORD!

~ Janelle in Oklahoma

Watch for Jannelle’s upcoming Restored Marriage Testimony “EH Confessed OW was Expecting his Child” in September!