Stop & Look Behind Me

Our Anniversary Wow!!!!! Can’t believe it has been one year since my HH started working in my life. My last Praise Report “I Had to Go Through Everything” was about my one-year anniversary, felt like it lasted the whole month! But today is the day that I really remember declaring Him my HH, my Lord, and Savior.

I cannot explain everything my HH has done in my life or even the journey I have walked through this entire year, but what I can tell you is that when you finally declare those wonderful words and make them real in your life, our HH starts making things in your life that you will know it comes from Him.

I CAN tell you that I didn’t stay too long in Egypt. My HH opened my eyes so quickly and wisely that He prepared me for the journey I was about to take to the desert. He made me open my eyes to what was happening. He led me to verses in the Bible that at first I fought against and wanted to not accept, but it just helped me to run ahead of everything that was going to come against me. He started to show me how to let go of things, wow!!!!

Just remembering this is amazing to see where I am today. I wanted to be in control, I knew the exact time my eh called me every day and my HH kept this until He knew it wouldn’t hurt anymore. He started taking away things that my eh did for me to feel secure, but when those things stopped happening I was okay, I felt content. I remember writing to the ministry asking how to let go, because my eh still kissed me goodbye, kissed me hello, but it didn’t take long for this to go away, too. And you know what, yes at first it was hard, but then my HH made everything feel ok, again I felt content.

I could go on telling you how many things I had to let go, and still letting go, but what I want you to know that my journey has not been easy, but this year anniversary has made me stop and look behind me and see everything I have given up to follow my HL. I still try to hang onto things and am learning to let go, but is so wonderful to see that I am no longer the woman that was destroying her house. I am no longer in control and really never was. I am simply trusting my God and am learning to accept what He wants for my life.

So ladies, enjoy your journey, celebrate your anniversary with HH, just take a peek of what you have walked and see how much you have changed and don’t forget to give the Glory to the One who deserves it, our HEAVENLY HUSBAND!!!!

My wonderful Love, today marks our first anniversary, the first of so many yet to come!!! Hard to understand why I have to try to put a barrier between us, and not wanting the life You have for us. This life, the life that I have with You when I simply seek Your face, is inexplicable!

He makes me laugh, He makes smile, He makes me blush, He makes me shine. He really is everything I want, everything I need, and when I feel His presence when I notice it (knowing He is always with me), everything loses its power against me, and I just feel His love.

Beloved, thank you for showing me the way back to You, and for never giving up on me. HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!!!!

“Didn’t the Lord make you one with your wife? In body and spirit you are his. And what does he want? Godly children from your union. So guard your heart; remain loyal to the wife of your youth. “For I hate divorce!” says the Lord, the God of Israel. To divorce your wife is to overwhelm her with cruelty, says the Lord of Heaven’s Armies. So guard your heart; do not be unfaithful to your wife.” (Malachi 2:15-16 NLT)

My HH gave me this verse when I started the journey with Him, hard to accept it but somehow I knew what was happening, and He prepared me for what was coming.

“I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, and I have remained faithful. And now the prize awaits me.” (2 Timothy 4:7-8 NLT)  

Can’t wait to finally make a check to this verse, i will keep myself faithful and seek what He want for me.

~ Sofia in Guatemala