Each morning, with a cup of tea in my hand, I let Him choose the love song for my heart. What once seemed impossible has now become the sweetest part of my relationship with Himโhearing His love whispered through melodies.
There was a time, early in my journey with the Lord, when I thought I had to make everyone know about Him the way I had discovered Him. I preached to my friends, my family, and even my in-laws with great zeal. I quoted scriptures, corrected their ways, and thought I was doing God’s work. But in truth, I was wearing the veil of a Phariseeโfilled with pride, judgement, and a need to be right. And that veil silently destroyed many of my relationships.
It wasn’t until after the restoration of my marriage that I saw the power of love, not preaching. One by one, people began to comeโnot because I had spoken eloquently, but because they saw something different. They saw His love in us. And in that quiet, humble moment, I realized it wasnโt me who had drawn them nearโฆ it was Him. Not through my many words, but through His presence and love flowing in me.
Now, I no longer seek to correct or to quote, but simply to love. Not with conditions, not with hidden motives, but with the pure, healing love that my Beloved poured into me when I needed it most.
Delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart.โ โ Psalm 37:4
Last night, I longed for something sweetโฆ and my Beloved didnโt forget.
After I went to bed, my nephew unexpectedly brought me a chocolate cake.
It wasnโt just a dessert โ it was a tender kiss from Heaven.
A sweet reminder that my MC cares about even the tiniest desires of my heart. ๐
“I had no money, just faith. I walked 3 km home with my little boy, smiling and praising my Beloved. And then, He surprised meโwith fish in a store window, joy in my heart, and a financial blessing waiting at home. He is faithful in every detail. I chose praise, and He provided.”
โSing a new song to the LORD! Let the whole earth ๐ sing to the LORD!โ ๐ โFor I am lovesick.โ
And guess what? Shortly after, I received a message saying that my package would arrive on July 15.
But our Beloved Husband wasnโt done surprising meโฆ
This morning, my Beloved reminded me of a lesson from the beginning of our journeyโhow He provides for my needs. Even now, after my marriage has been restored, He whispered again:
โThe bills piling up? Theyโre not your problem.โ
So I gave it back to Him. And within moments, my earthly husband, unaware of my prayer, simply said:
โWeโre going to settle all the bills at once.โ
My heart leapt with joyโbecause it wasnโt our burden anymore. It was His.
โCast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you.โ
โ 1 Peter 5:7
From not knowing how to make dough to receiving a sweet treat and a ready-made dinner, my Beloved took care of every little desire in my heart. This day reminded me how deeply involved He is in every detail of my life.”
I wanna reach out and know that you’re ther
I want you to be the first thing that I see