Turmoil Began Inside of Me

♕ Today's Promise: "For I am confident of this very thing, that He who began a good work among you will complete it by the day of Christ Jesus." Philippians 1:6

~ Sara in Turkey

☊ PRAISE from Sara

Hello Brides, I want to praise my Beloved Heavenly Husband for His uncountable blessings in my life. Today I want to share a little bit more about what He is doing during my Restoration Journey.

I have shared in my last PR (praise report) that after years without communication I was able to talk with my FH (former husband). Ladies my situation is very different, and I want you to know that each restoration and each journey are unique.

This is how is happening. After my divorce, I spend the first two years without communication, but I had so much faith that the Lord could touch the FH heart to contact me, and after 2 years, without expecting it to happen, I received an email from him. I was able to see him but things didn’t work well. So I came back home with a broken heart.

When asking my Beloved why it happens, I felt He was saying that was not the time. Reminding me of Joseph’s story after he interpreted the dream of the cupbearer. He waited two years more for the appointed time so Pharaoh could have a dream.

One day I felt lead by the Lord to pray for my FH (former husband), when I shared how I felt hurt because of the lack of communication I asked Him to please turn the FH’s heart to contact me again. I never expected to hear the following “ Why don’t you contact him”?

I was shocked, I spent the rest of the prayer telling all the reasons that I couldn’t contact my FH. And when the time passed I felt not peace but turmoil began inside of me. I could go to ups and downs, I asked and plead with my HH (Heavenly Husband), asking if it was things I was telling myself, was it His voice? How could I know? I didn’t want to contact, I didn’t want to be rejected again, all these thoughts went through my mind. It took days and I didn’t feel peace.

I hope that you will bear with me ladies, next I want to share how He led me, I hope that you are excited to see the completion of His amazing work!

"For I am confident of this very thing, that He who began a good work among you will complete it by the day of Christ Jesus." Philippians 1:6

Our Turkish Ministry Pastor and RMI’s Senior Translations Director
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