Will Always be my Provider

I am just in tears humbled by the love and faithfulness of my wonderful God, my provider, my protector and my Heavenly Husband. I want to give him praise as He has continued to embrace me in his love and carried me through all the emotions of the last few days. When I felt overwhelmed and discouraged, he was right there and filled my heart with hope and peace.

I especially praise him today for breaking me with his love. Few days ago and in what literally felt as if my fist was being unclenched as he asked me to trust him and let go, I finally released and let go of something that I was clinging onto and really struggling to release. How I love my Jesus for his promise to fill the void stands and now am no longer scared of this and I can feel the weight off my shoulders. I give him all praise and honor for enabling me to trust him and let go.

Today as I was looking through his word he led me to Matthew Chapters 6 and 7 and throughout he was telling me not to worry about anything in life and that he will provide for my needs. The devil is a liar as soon after when I was looking at some bill I felt a bit overwhelmed by the amount and knew I had to instantly block the voices and focus on my God and his word.

I started praising him and in his faithfulness he confirmed his word through a video that popped up later and it was again on his word in Matthew below.

Matthew 11:28-30 Good News Translation (GNT)28 “Come to me, all of you who are tired from carrying heavy loads, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke and put it on you, and learn from me, because I am gentle and humble in spirit; and you will find rest. 30 For the yoke I will give you is easy, and the load I will put on you is light.”

He was once again reminding me that I do not have to fear or worry about anything as he’s my provider and all he asks is that I lay my heavy load at his feet. I just want to praise him as this far it has taken his hand. Thank you Lord for your mercies are new every morning and no matter how many times I fall, you still keep picking me up and embracing me in your love. You are my all and I thank you for promising to never leave my side. Help me to love you more, thirst for you and seek you more each day.

I am singing ‘Dusty Road’ as my love song to him today and the words “I’m ready now, I’ve changed my heart, I’m running into your arms, and you meet me Father on this dusty road, and you come with a ring, and you come with a robe” just sums up his deep love for me and my heart bursts with so much love for him. Not to mention tears of love. I love you Lord and I thank you for being my forever HH.

Matthew 7:7-8 Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.

Matthew 6:25-27 “This is why I tell you: do not be worried about the food and drink you need in order to stay alive, or about clothes for your body. After all, isn’t life worth more than food? And isn’t the body worth more than clothes? Look at the birds: they do not plant seeds, gather a harvest and put it in barns; yet your Father in heaven takes care of them! Aren’t you worth much more than birds? Can any of you live a bit longer[a] by worrying about it?

My HH has reminded me today of his love for me and that he is and will always be my provider. All he asks is I lay my burdens at his feet and he will give me rest.He’s asking me to trust him with everything in my life and he’ll take care of the rest.

~ Vera in Ireland