β Today's Promise: βA senseless man has no knowledge, nor does a stupid man understand this: That when the wicked sprouted up like grass and all who did iniquity flourished, it was only that they might be destroyed forevermore.β Psalm 92:6β7
~Arabella in Canada
Dear Heavenly Husband, my darling.
I had to come straight here and submit a praise report as I know the enemy wants to mess with all the good that has and is happening in the midst of the "storm".
As I have shared in previous praise reports I found RMI about 16 months into my separation journey. Beforehand I truly believed I must remain close and pursue my EH (earthly husband) in order for him not to "forget" me and as I had been directed by other physiological approaches. It was not until finding RMI did I fully feel released and able to "let go" of my EH and finally allow my HH (Heavenly Husband) to begin molding me into a gentle and quiet woman. I stopped all arguing at once and stopped contacting him for anything. I have not seen him for over two months. The hardest part since walking through the restoration journey and doing the courses and applying the principles has been to fully "let go" of my EH in my heart. I believe it has been mentioned in other testimonies that this can be a hard step and a process as we come closer into union with our HH. Being in the centre of His will.
Early August about 2 weeks after finding RMI, I felt the Lord allowing me to tell my EH (earthly husband) I had released my lawyer and would not resist the divorce as I had been for over a year and using every manipulative tactic to stop it, including contesting it. I was filled with fear. It was months later - while I was still applying the principles, he emailed and said he was moving forward with the divorce. I "agreed" with him quickly and continued to apply all the principles. Just recently last week he emailed and said that I would be served this week. I "agreed enthusiastically" and shared that it all sounded good, and I would be home at such and such a time.
Well the day I knew the papers were being delivered I got prayed up and felt a sense of peace like no other, peace that surpasses all understanding. As the young man came to my door, I could tell in his face he felt bad delivering such "bad news." I smiled and said thank you so much, have a wonderful day.
Then I took the folder into my house as I was not opening it as I am choosing to "lose by default," as my EH (earthly husband) has not asked me to sign. I took them and put them on the floor and danced on them. I said "HH (Heavenly Husband) you are in control of this whole situation!" ( Psalm 92:6-7) Then I tucked them some where in my laundry room. π
PRAISE YOU MY DARLING HEAVENLY HUSBAND, that my lowest valley is no longer as low as it used to be. Thank you my darling that I do not need to be a reflection of this world, but of heaven this side of your kingdom!!
βA senseless man has no knowledge, nor does a stupid man understand this: That when the wicked sprouted up like grass and all who did iniquity flourished, it was only that they might be destroyed forevermore.β Psalm 92:6β7
βInstead of your shame you will have a double portion, and instead of humiliation they will shout for joy over their portion. Therefore they will possess a double portion in their land, Everlasting joy will be theirs.β Isaiah 61:7
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