Hello dear ladies, I want to share a teaching that my Beloved gave me this morning where I literally felt that he raised me to a level of freedom that only made me praise him, and more than ever showed me that he wants us to be healthy in heart and in the midst of that let us experience the power of His Grace and His Love.
With this teaching I can see that many times I allowed my heart to be saddened by an attack that was actually meant to make me fall more in love with Him, and yet I allowed it to become bitter allowing make a nest in my heart at least for a few hours or days.
And I know that many of you will feel identified because that test came from such a simple act that someone close to me had in front of me, that I literally said to my Beloved: “Love, I know it’s something insignificant, but can’t even he have more consciousness than I am seeing and can it bother me?” That thought lasted less than a minute because my Beloved reminded me of 2 Samuel 16 , particularly led me to remember verse 12 “Perhaps the LORD will look at my affliction and give me back[c] good for his curse today”, so that was what I said to my Beloved, then the following came to my mind: “who do I have in heaven but you” and it was enough to take me from complaint to smile and quickly move to the emotion of praising and thanking him.
What I felt is inexplicable, not only the discomfort disappeared, but all my attention was drawn like a magnet to the beauty of my Love and that made me happy. So much so that I couldn’t wait and ran to his Word, so my Bible opened to the following verse: Job 2:7-10
Is not it wonderful? He confirmed my teaching with his Word; He not only rescued me from being a woman with fatuous behavior (lack of reasoning or understanding) but also taught me the humility to accept, like Job, not only blessings with open hands, but with the same willingness to embrace insults, wounds and the humiliations because believe me, I found him there as I have wished so many times that he would come to rescue me.
It was a wonderful moment where I had the opportunity to fall more in love and see myself so cared for and protected, I literally saw my Prince arrive as a powerful warrior to protect me, I enjoyed seeing him as my Beloved Savior.
So comforting to know when you finally ran to Him, the discomfort and bitterness went away. That is exactly what I have to do when I can feel the bitterness trying to take over…run to my Beloved. “……he is the God of all comfort. He comforts us every time we have trouble, so that we can comfort others when they have trouble. “2C135