I am so so thankful for my Beloved showing me something so good and so beautiful. My mama heart needed it so badly.
Due to marriage problems, separating, getting back together again and again, my teens moved out.
I felt abandoned. By God. By my EH for sure. But now by my own children. These boys and I have been through so much and their dad abandoned them while they were little and it has been me raising them.
I still had my two little children but still the pain went deep.
Over the past few months, I have slowly but surely been understanding that I made them first in my heart. My EH and my Children were above God for years.
He also revealed to me that He is bringing them on their own journey. Reminding me that He will use all of this for their good. That He is doing things in their life even now, and that though they may have left me He hasn’t left them.
When my oldest son came over for a visit, and was on his phone the whole time, I could feel that overwhelming sense of abandonment that I have been so acquainted with over the years. I panicked. But I almost instantly felt a wave of peace wash over me and I remembered that none of the things I was doing for my son, the dinner, was to please my son. It was to show love for him yes. But I knew that I needed to do it to please my HH and that way my heart was secure and safe in Him. I couldn’t be destroyed by disappointment. What a wonderful revelation.
So I am praising My Beloved for a beautiful promise a beautiful way to walk in faith and laugh at the future because I know the truth and my heart believes it more and more every day.
Thank you for sharing precious Rasa, isn’t our darling Lord the best ever Heavenly Husband as well as the best ever Father for our children! And I love how only He can give us the peace that surpasses all understanding.
Please listen to how our Darling Lord restored me and my son’s relationship https://encouragingwomen.org/the-lord-restores/
It’s wonderful to know that you’re able to rely on your relationship with God to help you through these challenges. Keep trusting in Him, and He will continue to guide and support you.
Our Beloved HH can heal all those wounds caused by feeling abandoned. He fills every void in our hearts with His love, so we do not have to look to others to feel accepted and loved. His love will fill us and then start to overflow to others, so we can give His love to others and love unconditionally.
amen, it’s a beautiful process. At first I didn’t understand when people would tell me that, but I truly believe His leading caused it to happen when I began to understand His love for me. Now I can actually trust that He has it all in His hands.