The other night when I dropped my young children off at their dad’s house, the OW was there. A few days ago when I saw her truck in the driveway, my hands shook and I thought I was going to vomit.
But, that night, I was able to help my children take their coats off and say goodbye with no issues!
I then turned to my husband to ask him if I may have the kids for a few hours on Sat and when he said yes “of course”
I said thank you and I felt the most genuine beautiful smile come across my face!
As I basically ran out the door I felt such peace and calm and I KNEW that my HH gave me the strength and the peace to smile and be rested and safe in Him through that whole interaction that only last a few moments.
I passed another test! Previously that week, I didn’t do well. And didn’t pass the tests that my HH wanted to me to and He is so faithful and patient that He took me through this one! Because I called upon him!
So very grateful for my HH and the journey I took to find him!
Thank you for sharing precious Rasa, our Darling Lord is really the One that can put a smile on our faces and the reason for our smile and He is the One that gives us peace that surpasses all understanding.
He is really faithful and His grace for us really surpasses all understanding.
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Thank you for being so encouraging and sharing these little steps of faith that you are taking! When we abide in our Beloved our heart slowly changes and all fear, shame, and anger just leave our hearts! The most time we spend in His loving arms, reading His promises, feeding in His words, our trials feel different because we are no longer alone, we are walking by faith, believing for things not yet seen. This is just the start of the Abundant life He is offering to you, my sweet Raza
This is wonderful Rasa. This is start of letting go. I remember these moments of being able to walk through these fires. When you first feel yourself react with feeling physically not well at the thought or the sight or the news of something. Then as you feel your HH with you closer and closer and you’re willing to take His hand and walk through the fire, trusting Him, you know you are not alone. You know that you are chosen and loved in a way that no one else can. Only He can give us the peace and love that we long for
Yesss I am in shock that we can walk in such a way, freedom!!! what a wonderful God we serve.