Hello dear sisters and good morning.
The time is approaching, my son and I will be moving into our new home, that my Beloved has chosen just for us!
We met with the group of families that are helping us get into this new home, they said the move in date is at the end of this month!
It seems like a dream, it hasn’t truly set in. I haven’t even seen the house yet, (people have to move out first) so I think that adds to it not being “set in”
By the grace of God, my brain hasn’t stressed about all the details yet, but last night, I did start to think about the reality of the situation.
Which in truth, really will make the blessing so much bigger because I’ll know what I was up against.
When I left my EH at the beginning of last summer, I took the two little ones and our clothes. Nothing else.
Then once I found this ministry, I chose not to ask for anything else from my EH. I am staying in a room now, just me and one of my teenage sons. I have no employment, because I’ve been blessed to be the one who stays with my littles while my EH is at work.
Anyways, when I move into my new home, I won’t have a fridge, any cookware, any kitchen things at all. No blankets, pillows, chairs. I have two coffee tables, praise God! Two towels, praise God! And my son has a bed, another huge praise!
Also, my EH lives about 10 miles away from my new home. My EH hasn’t mentioned splitting custody with me at all, and I’m not going to ask, I will wait on my HH to move his heart, but because of my finances, God will have to be the one who allows me to have the gas money somehow, to drive back and forth to be with my kids Monday through Friday! That’s a lot of gas.
I also know that me leaving my other son all day, to be with my younger children, is not what My beloved wants. So all of this to say, this is an impossible situation!
It truly is. My hands are capable of nothing, and I can’t go back to work, because He has made it known to me that He desires me gone with all my children.
So this is a praise to what miracle he will do! The house itself is a miracle! How we pay our bills is the hand of The Lord! How I will continue to see my kids and be with them everyday will be His hand alone!
This scripture spoke to me this morning
Set up a standard against the walls of Babylon, make the watch strong, set up watchmen, prepare the ambushes, for the Lord has both planned and done what He spoke concerning the inhabitants of Babylon.
This reminds me to Prepare! It’s already been planned and done by the Lord, for who can turn back His hand!?
Whenever I get down, discouraged, something that helps me so much, is looking back on what He has already done. The hearts He has changed, the ways Hes been moving and even how my own heart has changed! Choosing to praise Him and focus on things that are good, pure, true etc
It truly does renew our joy in Him.
Be blessed β€οΈπ€β€οΈπ€
Thank you for sharing precious Rasa, He truly does renew our joy in Him.
It reminds me of years ago when I didn’t have a place to stay and I asked my Darling for a place and everybody at my outside job said dream on, how to you think you are going to afford it and my reply was that I don’t know, but I know the Lord is going to provide and He did, I live there for over 18 years (I moved last year because my Darling has other plans) and He was my provider and still is the best ever Provider!
I love how you are waiting and focused on Him, not letting it stress you. As you surrender to His will and align your heart with His, may you experience the fullness of life that He has intended for you from the very beginning.
Blessed praise. This is faith in action sweet mama. Our HH will open the way and give you everything you guys need. You are believing gor things not yet seen, believing in the abundant life He offers us. Bless you my dear, because you are walking by Faith β€οΈ