I’m currently taking Course 3/4 and this week I have learned that the work of the Lord is very great, and that He also uses whom He wills, no matter what you have done, and that the Lord has a wonderful plan for our lives. Often we are so far away and far from the ways of the Lord, that He bring us near to Him, leads us into the wilderness, so that we may first be broken and repent, and then the Lord will gradually treat us, healing us and Molding us, transforming our lives to be the person that He wants us to be. I confess that I am afraid of the desert, of loneliness, but I believe that this place is a place of overcoming of teaching, because after we pass through the desert, we come out of it strengthened by the Holy Spirit and the transformation that the Lord does in our lives is So tremendous that it begins to be seen outwardly, many people are drawn into our lives by the brightness of the Lord in us. And then we begin to bear good fruit when we live and practice His Word.
Yes, I learned a little bit about how RMI came up, about the symbol, that until then I had not paid attention to what it was. I also learned a little about the internet. We have been using the internet, and often we do not know the technical name, or what we can do with all the knowledge. So it was a lot of my time learning about the internet.
Well, I believe that I will focus on how to use the internet more effectively, after learning some basic concepts.
Lord, I ask forgiveness for many times complaining and murmuring about my situation when His work is much more important. Forgive me for thinking only of me, and forgive me for my laziness.
My Lord, I come here with my heart open to You. I confess I do not know if I am material to be a minister. But I know that it is the Lord who chooses, the Lord knows my heart, the work is His, and it is the Lord who enables. So Lord is done His will. The only thing I ask is to be able to do something for You, to please you, and also to help other women who are in the desert now being treated by You. I also pray that the Lord will be the first in my heart and priority in my life. Lord that I come to diminish so that You grow. I pray also that all discouragement and laziness will fall to the ground in the name of Jesus.
“And the hands of Moses were heavy, and they took a stone, and laid it under it, to sit upon it: and Aaron and Hur held up their hands one on the one side, and the other on the other. They held their hands firmly until the sun set. ” Exodus 17:12
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