Big ugly mess ups

If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.1 Jn 1:9

Hello beautiful brides.

I come to post today about a weakness that has been heavy on my heart. I have been tempted to not tell anyone, but that’s not the path that leads to freedom.
I have been spending money like a crazy person.

I could make excuses and say why, but none of it really matters to me at the moment. I have been spending money and using ” God wants me to be very happy” excuse, except there is one big ugly problem. It wasnt my money. I know that I need to confess and be ready for whatever what comes next. I do understand that.

I want to be a woman that can be trusted and that can also trust herself with money. It’s been on ongoing sin issue with me for years and years. I buy what I want and instantly regret it but do it again and again.

I have experienced my Loves radical love and transforming power when He healed me from addiction, so I know that I have at least a mustard seed of faith and I feel pretty humbled right now. I pray that the Lord would give me the right thoughts about it, see it as He does and he completely humbled so that He can raise me up.

1 thought on “Big ugly mess ups”

  1. Dear Rasa, HE is loving and forgiving and will forgive you, and your confession also brings to my mind some of my many weaknesses that i fall into several time and immediately feel bad and ask for forgiveness. so sharing this is also relieving your heart from things that are burdening you. and encourages us to confess our sins also.

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