Why can he rebuild his life and I can’t?

What if I could rebuild my life with someone else? Isn’t it unfair that he “can” and I can’t? I’m still too young… Do I have to stay alone while he can “enjoy” a new relationship? What if he finds another woman “better than me” and converts to God… would he be saved and then be able to live with the other woman in marriage?
Lord, would you still honor my marriage?

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A new beginning

When he said it, I felt like he was talking to me like in the past when he had β€œbad news” for me, but I didn’t pay attention and decided to think positively. On Monday after lunch, while I was washing the dishes, he said, β€œI have a letter for you. Here it is for you to read.” And he said goodbye as usual, but my spirit told me something was not right.

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