I had a conversation with someone yesterday that surprised me. When I spoke about my love and relationship with My Beloved this seemed to be all new to them. This was someone who claimed to know the Lord and be so in love with the Lord yet could not fathom what I was saying or describing. They had no idea what love really was and seemed so lost.
Talking with people I see more and more how far away from the Lord they are, how unwilling they are and how arrogant they can be. It makes me sad and frustrated. They want me to agree with them and encourage them to go about their lost way but I cannot do that. It’s very sad that I share this ministry, books and principles but people just put it aside and then wonder why nothing has changed in their lives, situations and in themselves or especially why nothing has changed in the other person.
I understand that this was once me. I realize how My Beloved had so much patience with me and waited for me to even start my journey and then all along the way through my journey. He loves me that much. It all started with humility that hurt so much but was very necessary. People try to avoid their struggles and trials. They try to go around their mountains and valleys. They turn and run the other way, away from humility. Unwilling to surrender and let go of the other person, alcohol and other idols in their life. But they are only prolonging their journey and running further away from the One True Love.
My Love reminds me that they must go on this long journey of their own,. They too must be humbled in His perfect way and His perfect timing. There is no way around it, only though it.
Today I wake up and feel so thankful to My Beloved for being so patient with me, with all of us. I see how frustrating it is for us but not for Him. Oh, how good is He that he could love us in such a way. Without ever giving up on us. With His unfailing love that only comes from Him. Forgiving us over and over again. Waiting on us. He would wait forever for us to finally surrender our mess to Him, to finally want him and love Him as much as He wants and loves us.
I am so in love with Him! I am so happy that I have the Perfect Husband! My heart sings for Him and longs for only Him. He has put a new song in my mouth. He is the air I breathe. Like the deer pants for the water brook, so my heart longs for You, My Love. Thank You, My Love, for bringing me here with You. No longer do I need or desire for human love from others. Thank You for humbling me, healing me and forgiving me. For giving me all the love, comfort, wisdom that I can pass on the others. Without you I’ve got nothing to give.
I am so happy to have My True love with me, every day, every moment, so close to me. Loving me in such a way that only He can and our love just keeps growing and moving in every way, never stays the same, only increases. He is always drawing me closer to Him and showing me new things. I am so thankful that I found this ministry and the books and courses. I would not or could not have found My True Love in this way without it. This ministry started it all, pointed me in the right direction, towards My True Love. Going through any dessert, any valley, climbing any mountain, through every fire, whatever was in between us in order to get to My Beloved. Longing for Him more and more so much that nothing else matters. As difficult and scary as it was at times I was just willing because I needed Him more and this ministry helped me so much 🩷
I will keep sharing the principles and the ministry with anyone who asks me about my situation and confides in me their struggles or wants to know where my Joy, Peace and Love comes from 😊 I want others to find their True Love in this way too. Whether they start their journey now or later that is totally up to My Beloved. His way and timing is perfect. Who am I that I should interfere. I will get more patience, love, comfort and peace from My Love, my Never Ending Source, that I may pass it on to others whenever He leads me, as they find their way to Him 💕
Sorry it took me so long to notice this post. This has been on my mind lately. Most of us came here seeking marriage restoration but went on a different journey to find HH. No matter it’s a journey on restoration or finding HH, every journey is unique in its own way. I often remind myself that I may not find HH like how other brides did, but I will certainly find Him when HH provides a way. So don’t stress when the journey looks different but fix your eyes on the Lord.
“Keep on asking, and you will receive what you ask for. Keep on seeking, and you will find. Keep on knocking, and the door will be opened to you. (Matthew 7:7)