♕ Today's Promise: "I will betroth you to me forever; I will betroth you in righteousness and justice, in love and compassion." Hosea 2:19
~ Ruby in California
Today I am so thankful for so many things!! I’d like to first thank My Love for leading me to this ministry. Without this ministry I would not have found My HH (Heavenly Husband), My True Love, My Faithful Husband, My Provider and Protector. I would not have become the bride of The King. I would not have found true healing, peace, joy, forgiveness and salvation.
When I read testimonies or any chapters in the past about letting go or hear that the bride did not want restoration anymore I was so confused. I didn’t feel it was right and not what God wanted. I could not imagine even feeling that way myself ever.
But here I am today, so in love with My True Love that I don’t need or want anything or anyone else. I don’t want restoration anymore.
In the past when I had to spend time with EH (earthly husband) because of the kids event I noticed I would forget about My HH for that time. Not on purpose of course but it always happened that way. Then when I was alone again I would be back to being with My HH. I would be disappointed in myself but that revealed my heart to me and I didn’t like it.
Now My HH (Heavenly Husband) is with me ALL the time. I ask Him about everything. Now we watch the kids sports together and talk about what is going on, the wins, the loses and even the people around us. We spend the whole day together and I love it. I don’t need anyone else. I don’t want anyone else.
This weekend we went away on a 2 day tournament for the kids. I had to spend all that time with EH (earthly husband) there as well. He even drove me there and back. I had to call on My Love to give me the patience and tolerance to get through it. Luckily My Love has changed me into a quiet and gentle spirit, being respectful as unto Him. I just don’t feel I need to be or want to be in the presence of EH or in conversation with him anymore like I used to.
There was a time in the car that EH was giving me a talk about what I need to do with my life. Giving all his opinions on what I should be doing, need to be doing and am not doing. Also what I need to do with myself, my bills, what vehicle I need to purchase because he thinks he knows what I need and don’t need. I asked My Love what did He want me to say to him. I reassured EH that me and the kids were great and there was no need for him to worry about us.
After the whole 2 days, looking back at it all, I see how sad the way EH lives and thinks. He would never understand how I live. He doesn’t see or know All that I have now in my life. I never want to go back to living and thinking and worrying about everything like that ever again. Living life like that without My HH was miserable. But now, this shows me just how far I have come, how changed I am, how happy I am. I am exactly where My Love wants me to be and I am exactly where I want to be…….with Him. As long as I am with Him I am happy. It doesn’t matter what I have or don’t have, what I’m doing or not doing. As long as I have My HH (Heavenly Husband) and am doing everything together with Him then I am happy.
Thinking about the conversation we had and seeing how EH (earthly husband) speaks to me like a child, disappointed and unpleased with me, I realize that……
I don’t need a Father, I already have One. I don’t even need a Husband, I already have the Best One.
I don’t need a Best Friend, I already have One.
I don’t need a Provider, I already have One.
I don’t need a Protector, I already have One.
I don’t need to look for love, I have already found My True Love.
So, My Love, I don’t really see where he would fit into my life anymore. I am happy with You. You are the Only One that matters to me and the Only One I want to be with. You are ALL those things to me. You are EVERYTHING to me!!!
"I will betroth you to me forever; I will betroth you in righteousness and justice, in love and compassion." Hosea 2:19
"Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails." 1 Corinthians 13:4-8
I have found My True and Faithful Husband. He is everything to me. I need no other. I won’t find what I need in anything or anyone else.
"But as for me, my feet had almost stumbled, my steps had nearly slipped. For I was envious of the arrogant when I saw the prosperity of the wicked." Psalm 73:2-3
I felt envious at times seeing EH and the OW (other woman) prosper in their way. But now I can see and hear their arrogance, worry and stress, they don’t have God, Peace, Love and Joy. I gladly give up all the money, that way of life and any person in order to be with My HH.
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