Fear

“For I the Lord your God keep hold of your right hand; [I am the Lord], Who says to you, ‘Do not fear, I will help you."Isaiah 41:13

Today I had an episode that shook me and revealed the enemy's lies against me. The day before, I had served a serving of Greek yogurt for my daughter. I took it out of the fridge, served it and put it away. That would be normal, right? The thing is, today, my earthly husband was really angry when he opened the cupboard and found the yogurt stored but in the cupboard. That is to say, it remained unrefrigerated the entire day before and the night. It was serious because it was a liter and it had just been opened.

Of course, he proceeded to ask why is yogurt here?... And it started to catch my attention. He wasn't rude but he was harsh. I stayed silent. And an attack began inside me. To contextualize, I have to say that it would be taken as a normal oversight if it was not for the background... My father, who is already in the presence of the Lord, spent the last years of his life struggling with his mind, there was a lot of confusion and he spent a complex time to say the least.

It was actually an event that transformed our family. The point is that it was impossible for me not to connect this event with his first 'carelessness'. What was simple at first became more acute.

I sat with a terrible taste in my mouth as I pondered in my heart what was happening. Since I had read the living lesson Just Ask, I applied it and began to ask Him everything. A lump formed in my throat. But I didn't cry (like before), I stayed silent and didn't defend myself. (Another lesson learned from Wise Woman)

When he noticed my respectful silence, he turned to me and was kind... I received what he gave me from his heart and I just longed to be alone with Him. After a few moments, he went out to work and I was able to let go of the weight of the situation, the liar's accusations and I wrote in my diary. Of course, I cried.

And something special happened. MY Beloved knew I needed to hear it... He gave me a song.  Dear sisters, it was beautiful. He revealed himself to my fears, told me His truth, and spoke straight to my heart. I praise Him because I am aware that my fears are surrendered on the cross, that my Beloved Lord knows everything I fear and ALREADY GAVE ME THE MEDICINE: His Word.

‭Hebrews 4:12 AMP‬
[12] For the word of God is living and active and full of power [making it operative, energizing, and effective]. It is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating as far as the division of the soul and spirit [the completeness of a person], and of both joints and marrow [the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and judging the very thoughts and intentions of the heart.
https://bible.com/bible/1588/heb.4.12.AMP

Praise Him for leading every topic of interest to me, everything that worries me, every little detail, every one of my struggles and all of my fears. I want to share the song with you. May it reach the heart of any of His Bride who needs it here like me.

How many times can you hear the same lie
Before you start to believe it?
The enemy keeps whisperin' to me
I swear these days it's all that I'm hearin'

I used to know who I was
Now I look in the mirror and I'm not so sure
Lord, I don't wanna listen to the lies anymore

The truth is I am my Father's child
I make Him proud and I make Him smile
I was made in the image of a perfect King
He looks at me and wouldn't change a thing
The truth is I am truly loved
By a God who's good when I'm not good enough
I don't belong to the lies, I belong to You
And that's the truth

When I feel like there's so much noise
Livin' rent-free in my head
Heaven finds me in a still small voice
And it sounds like grace instead

You remind me who I am
When I look in the mirror and I'm not so sure
Lord, I don't wanna listen to the lies anymore

5 thoughts on “Fear”

  1. Thank you… For this praise and the song.

    I remember a situation that the AF and another woman had created together so that my EH would hate me even more.
    That day, I defended myself when I had to keep Silence. An accusation that had cost a person’s life.
    I know that my FATHER who is in heaven saw that I did nothing but that it was the enemy. And that one day EH will be aware that I was never involved in this affair.
    God had allowed me to be accused but one day all the lies that were told will be revealed in broad daylight. I understood that in the face of accusations we must just count on him.

    Darby Bible
    No instrument formed against you will succeed, and every tongue that rises against you in judgment, you will condemn it. This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord, and their righteousness is from me, says the Lord.

    https://saintebible.com/isaiah/54-17.htm

    Luke 12:2 ►
    Parallel Verses
    Louis Segond Bible
    There is nothing covered that will not be revealed, nor hidden that will not be known.
    https://saintebible.com/luke/12-2.htm

    ◄ Isaiah 53:7 ►
    Parallel Verses
    Louis Segond Bible
    He was oppressed and afflicted, yet he opened not his mouth; he is led like a lamb to the slaughter, and like a sheep before its shearers is dumb; he opened not his mouth.
    https://saintebible.com/isaiah/53-7.htm

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    Merci… Pour cette eloge et la chanson.

    Je me rappelle d’une situation que l’AF et une autre femme avait créé ensemble pour que mon EH me déteste car encore plus.
    Ce jour la, je me suis défendue alors que je devais gardé le Silence. Une accusation qui avait coûté la vie d’une personne.
    Je sais que mon PERE qui est dans les cieux a vu que je n’ai rien fait mais que c’était l’ennemi. Et qu’un jour EH aura conscience que je n’ai jamais etait impliqué dans cette affaire.
    Dieu avait permis que je sois accusé mais un jour toutes les mensonges qui ont été dit sera révélés au grand jour. J’ai compris que face au accusations nous devons juste compter sur lui.

    Darby Bible
    Aucun instrument forme contre toi ne reussira, et toute langue qui se levera contre toi en jugement, tu la condamneras. C’est là l’heritage des serviteurs de l’Eternel, et leur justice est de par moi, dit l’Eternel.

    https://saintebible.com/isaiah/54-17.htm

    Luc 12:2 ►
    Versets Parallèles
    Louis Segond Bible
    Il n’y a rien de caché qui ne doive être découvert, ni de secret qui ne doive être connu.
    https://saintebible.com/luke/12-2.htm

    ◄ Ésaïe 53:7 ►
    Versets Parallèles
    Louis Segond Bible
    Il a été maltraité et opprimé, Et il n’a point ouvert la bouche, Semblable à un agneau qu’on mène à la boucherie, A une brebis muette devant ceux qui la tondent; Il n’a point ouvert la bouche.
    https://saintebible.com/isaiah/53-7.htm

  2. Thank you for sharing precious Mia, the words of the song are so beautiful and isn’t it wonderful how we can give all our fear, everything just over to our Darling Lord.

  3. what a precious experience! thank you so much for sharing, and this reminded me, perfect timing, that I don’t have to defend myself, not ever! Thank you Heavenly Love, for the precious words you’ve shared with my sister and each and every one of your children.

  4. Beautiful Mía ✨ We are so deeply loved, He treats us with love and respect and shows us what is deep hidden in our hearts. I don’t remember where I read that the enemy speaks to us in first person making us believe we are the ones that think in that way. That is why I love worship music, because when I hear His lies, I just turn on worship music and speak His truths to my mind.
    Thank you for sharing how He is changing your live. You are doing a great job as a mom. Our Beloved loves you so much.
    https://loveatlast.org/finding-the-abundant-life/chapter-8-who-are-you-listening-to/

  5. Wonderful Mia how He showed you He was always there lifting you up, and His words count above any lies because we were made in His image. He loves you, He loves us and He comfort us just in the way He needs us to.

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