I recently posted how I was sick and wasn't able to see my kids. I was a bit sad that I would let them down and not see them for a few days, but I just knew that scripture popped into my mind that said He will use ALL things for our good. So I prayed about it and let it go and enjoyed the quiet time alone with my beloved.
Well my EH actually told me my kids missed me that day, BUT the next day my EH actually reached out to ME, asking how I was feeling and said the kids missed me terribly and I could come see them if I wanted to!!
Let me tell you what, I fell on my face!
If God didn't move in such a huge way. I can't remember the last time my EH messaged or invited me over.
But the fact that I can now SEE that it's My BELOVED moving hearts that's the real praise here. That He is showing me His will be done and no one else's.
I had the opportunity to go spend the whole evening with my kids. We painted, made cookies, played games, I got to tuck them into bed for the first time in a long time! Praise Be to the one who does the impossible and makes a way. I'm in awe.
Also, my EH actually colored pictures and played board games with us, which let me just say, is a miracle. He invited me to stay and hang out and actually with his own mouth said he really enjoyed our time, it was nice!
He asked if I wanted to talk about anything else (by which he means our circumstances) to which I quickly replied with a genuine smile No! It's okay! I was able to escape to the bathroom a couple times, to get my emotions to God and call on Him so I would have self control. It worked!
I was able to enjoy the time with my kids and not be ran by my emotions especially FEAR. I've ran off of fear for so long and I'm just so excited at how perfectly at peace I am today.
I know that I can go home, leave my children, leave my EH and be so safe, so loved, so perfectly provided for and kept that I don't even pine after that man like I did just a few months ago.
I recently did the lesson (Day 2 Securing Your Success 2 ) where you write a list of the good that would happen if you didn't become restores, and I realized that I've been thinking all those things anyway, now I'm being honest with my Beloved and I have no desire to pursue anything but My New Life alone with Him.
I know He will continue to remove that desire more and more.
I also know that if My Beloved wants me with my children He will make a way and it rarely every looks the way I think so I am excited to see how He does it.
Also, the things my little ones are going through, will ALL be used for our good. Everyone's.
Praise Be to the Most High!!!
I get to move into my new home at the end of this month and I cannot wait to be able to listen to my worship music loudly and sing loudly and pray whenever I want and I am just over the moon excited.
Psalm 11:7
For the Lord is righteous; he loves righteous deeds; the upright shall behold his face.
Psalm 12:6-7 ESV
[6] The words of the Lord are pure words, like silver refined in a furnace on the ground, purified seven times. [7] You, O Lord, will keep them; you will guard us from this generation forever.
Thank you dear Rasa for sharing this beautiful testimony. If we let go and surrender our situations to our Beloved, and rest in contentment in His arms, He will turn situations around for good!
Yes, and I also got to understand that there are a lot of things in my life like that, where I hold onto, but He’s reminded me to let them go too and it will turn out and to TRUST and wait! how exciting!
Wait for the LORD and keep his way, and He will exalt you to inherit the land; you will look on when the wicked are cut off” (Psalms 37:34, ESV).
Wow, It’s a beautiful testimony!! Thanks, Rasa for sharing. Your praise shows us that when we trust in His promises He appears in our lives, He loves our faith!!
“And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him(A) must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him.” H116
You were trusting that all that you were through would work for good, and He made that happen!!
It such a wonderful thing to see His hand in my life when for so long I had not. I am excited that He is answering the prayer, draw near to me and I will draw near to you!