Got engaged

"If you stay in this land, I will build you up and not tear you down; I will plant you and not uproot you" Jeremiah 42:9-16

I'll tell you, beauties, it's been a tough few weeks. I've failed, He's lifted me up, He continues to speak to me, He teaches me and guides me, I've failed again, He's forgiven me again... I'll summarize different praise reports (PR) in one PR what my life with my Beloved Lord has been like; I travelled with my Beloved Lord, ladies I had asked my Beloved that a holiday was coming and that I did not want to stay at home, I tell you that that weekend was simply great, on Saturday I went to the gym, shared with friends and then I saw a movie with my Beloved, the next day my Beloved guided me and I went to some hot springs near the main city where I live I tell you it was wonderful, I ate delicious, they gave me a relaxing massage and then my Beloved took me to a jacuzzi with hot springs where there were only a maximum of 5 people, incredible, we were together and it was at a price. I really don't know how my Beloved Lord pay for everything but you paid (My Beloved is rich =)), after that phenomenal weekend, the work week full of Him arrived and well the following weekend He guided me to go by bike to a public library because He knew I wanted to donate the "How GOD Can and Will Restore Your Marriage" book, however, He explained to me that that day He was not going to donate it that I was going to visit that library, what a beautiful place, so beautiful I loved it, I was there reading the "How GOD Can and Will Restore Your Marriage" and indeed I could not donate it 😅 as He had explained to me, they gave me an email so they could evaluate whether I could donate the books, God is in control.

After that, during another week, God has allowed me to honor my earthly father and share through little promises God's word, and well other failures and His inexhaustible love guiding me, this week that passed I told my Beloved that I wanted my engagement ring, (I had already seen one and was in love every time I saw it I wanted to buy it =), but the budget =(, and I wanted an engagement ring because I was never proposed to, I never received one) well this week I told my Beloved that if He leaves me that ring at this price (that is, a price very but very below what it is worth, that is, something illogical absurd, I know that it will be His confirmation and I will buy it) I was already on the bus to the jewellery store where I had seen it, when I arrived I picked up some earrings that my Beloved also gave me for His glory and honor (I don't know how they were paid for hahaha every time I see it He reminds me of this truth my Father is rich) and there was the ring I asked for the price and well it was still a price that was out of the question and the girl told me but for being a client (🙃 and I am a client?) I give you a 40% discount it was over 40 thousand, however, for my confirmation I had asked my Beloved for a fixed price =), and believe it or not I left it at the exact price that I asked our Beloved Lord, isn't it wonderful, I Love Him, my finger is very small they cut it and sent it to me at the apartment and well in the early morning my Beloved Lord and I made our vows ❤️ now on my finger there is a beautiful ring, but you know the enemy was not happy, my spouse was upset asking me about a friend of his (whom we became friends with his wife) who is a lawyer (today I found out that he was in charge of the divorce), and he told me to write to him I did it in obedience and well he didn't answer me, although I was upset, but I gave it to my Beloved Lord and then I didn't give it a thought.

My Beloved is working on my character and the truth is I am in search of Him to be that woman that my Beloved Lord is pleased with, but God knows that I have failed, the important thing does not let me go, this week my Beloved spoke to me about my unconfessed sin to my spouse, of my adultery in my heart towards him, Beloveds, it is not easy to confess, so I began to place it in His hands, this week I asked for His grace and basically to help me do His will in everything, today before confessing something strange happened, my spouse told me that he had communication with the lawyer friend, but for 2 weeks he disappeared, he does not answer him, he does not respond and he was the one who had all the papers and he asked me if I had spoken to him (I did not even know that he was the one in charge 😅), I told him that I wrote to him when he told me to write to him, and well, he kept telling me the same thing and I was calm girls, what really worried me was if it was the time to confess my sin, so I searched my Beloved Lord at that moment I read the devotional of the day and He gave me this promise at that moment:

"If you stay in this land, I will build you up and not tear you down; I will plant you and not uproot you, for I have relented concerning the disaster I have inflicted on you.  Do not be afraid of the king of Babylon, whom you now fear. Do not be afraid of him, declares the Lord, for I am with you and will save you and deliver you from his hands. I will show you compassion so that he will have compassion on you and restore you to your land.’ “However, if you say, ‘We will not stay in this land,’ and so disobey the Lord your God, and if you say, ‘No, we will go and live in Egypt, where we will not see war or hear the trumpet or be hungry for bread,’ then hear the word of the Lord, you remnant of Judah. This is what the Lord Almighty, the God of Israel, says: ‘If you are determined to go to Egypt and you do go to settle there, then the sword you fear will overtake you there, and the famine you dread will follow you into Egypt, and there you will die." Jeremiah 42:9-16

And I went to confess, I asked God for the exact words, he gave them to me, and I asked Him to repeat them to me a few times and He did, I asked him some possible questions and He gave me instructions minutes before speaking and I tell you that despite the fear I confessed and answered and I withdrew when my Beloved told me to withdraw and I tell you the joy, the peace, there is no comparison there is no need to be afraid to do His will, it is incredible, The Love, the joy, finally in one I did not fail (hahahaha, my beautiful Beloved must be laughing) let us not doubt for a moment that He guides us, lifts us up, pampers us, comforts us and loves us with His inexhaustible Love ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💕💕💕💕