I am actually almost at a loss for words at the moment. The past few weeks have been crazy, one thing after another crashing into me! On top of being separated from my husband, me and my children shared one small bedroom at a family members home. Then I made such a terrible mistake, I got drunk and I cheated on my husband! That was such a a terrible time and my husband showed me so much compassion and forgiveness. Then a week later the family member we stayed with said the kids could live there anymore! So they go to live at their dad's house. I missed them terribly but I could still go there and watch them while he worked. I was so grateful but it was strange for me. Then! A few weeks later, he said he found a babysitter and he didn't need me to be with the kids!!!! I missed my children terribly I prayed and fasted for a breakthrough. I went tonight to pick them up to take them to Celebrate Recovery and he asked to talk to me outside, and he asked my forgiveness for so many things and asked if I would want to try to make our marriage work. Then went on to tell me all the reasons why he missed me! And on and on how sorry he was and what he was willing to do! All whole I zipped my lips and listened. Now what?! Oh my Beloved knows what I need next, the wisdom Ill need, and he's already made a way! I'm still in shock.
Oh, AND I have two bills due, and zero money. Nothing. So I said Lord, you know what I need I'll try you again!!
Tonight a man from my CR group hands me some money and says here,! Wow thank you!! I say I put it on my pocket, shocked, because I could see it was $100 !!!
When I get home after all that happened with my EH, I empty my pockets, and find not 100 but 200!!! Exactly how much I needed to pay the last of my bills this months!! Isn't God so cool. Words cannot even express how loved I feel by him right now. Knowing that even if this doesn't end how I think it will I know that no matter what he will be all that I need him to be and more. More than I can think of imagine. There's no end to his greatness really!!! Wow that was long 🤣🤣🤣
Thank you for sharing and opening your heart precious Rasa, I am grateful with you that the Lord provided for you, our Darling Lord is really the best ever Provider – And my God will meet all your needs according to the riches of his glory in Christ Jesus. P4:19 https://biblehub.com/philippians/4-19.htm And yes our Darling Lord’s everlasting love for us has no end – https://loveatlast.org/
Our Darling Lord really knows everything and what is best for us and when we allow Him to lead, we can’t go wrong – https://loveatlast.org/living-lessons/week-3-he-leads-me/
For the LORD gives wisdom; from his mouth come knowledge and understanding. P2:6 https://biblehub.com/proverbs/2-6.htm
Dear Rasa, thank you so much for sharing your heart and how your Beloved Lord came through for you in so many ways! His mercies are new every day, yes, we stumble and fall at times, but we can run to our Beloved Heavenly Husband and confess our sins, He is always right there ready to forgive us if we humble ourselves before Him. His arms are always open to embrace us with His love and tender care. We can rest in the fact that His plans for us are amazing, no matter what we see in the moment.
“For I know the plans that I [f]have for you,’ declares the Lord, ‘plans for [g]prosperity and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. 12 Then you will call upon Me and come and pray to Me, and I will listen to you. 13 And you will seek Me and find Me when you search for Me with all your heart.” https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Jeremiah%2029%3A11-13&version=NASB;NIV;KJV;NKJV
wow Thank you for sharing His faithfulness, He is adorable 🥰. Happy for you Dear Rasa.
continue sharing the blessings. Make a joyful noise to the Lord.
Make a joyful noise unto the Lord, all ye lands.
2 Serve the Lord with gladness: come before his presence with singing.
3 Know ye that the Lord he is God: it is he that hath made us, and not we ourselves; we are his people, and the sheep of his pasture.
4 Enter into his gates with thanksgiving, and into his courts with praise: be thankful unto him, and bless his name.
5 For the Lord is good; his mercy is everlasting; and his truth endureth to all generations.