He is my Fixer, my Provider, my Everything!!

I can’t believe all that is happening. There are several things My Love is doing for me and with me. Just another way of letting go and knowing I don’t need any other man but Him!!

There are a lot of things that I never concerned myself with around the house. That was something that my FH would know or take care of. There have also been several years that these things were neglected and a lot he didn’t teach our sons. So when FH left things were falling apart, breaking down or just needed to be done that I had no clue about.

Our pool was giving me so much trouble. It wasn’t working properly. It costed a lot of money for chemicals to clean it. Then the pump broke down. It costed a lot more money to replace. I didn’t know how this was going to be paid for but My Love did it!! I’m happy to say that I was able to pay that large bill last week. I also was able to rent a pump to drain the pool water and refilled it. It looked so beautifully clean and new!!

The neighbor in the house behind us has a very large tree that kept dropping leaves and seed-like things that ended up in my pool. I couldn’t turn on the new pump because it would clog it and it would damage the new motor. I kept cleaning it by hand but I just couldn’t keep up with all the leaves and things falling from the tree and was not able to get it all out. It had been so windy that so much was falling from the tree every day. I talked to the neighbor about trimming the tree branches down low. They said they would get back to me. Weeks past and when I messaged they didn’t respond to me. I was thinking I’d have to go knock on their door. But I stayed quiet and I gave it to My Love to handle. I said-“this is your tree to cut down or not. You can handle it. I don’t know what to do.”

I stayed quiet for weeks and didn’t hear from the neighbor. Then one day I came home and the tree was gone!!! My HH took care of it and even more than just having it trimmed, it’s gone!! I don’t have to worry about it anymore!!!

Then I had the water softener system to deal with. I had such a hard time finding the 40 pound bags of salt it needed and I was told that if it goes empty it will break the system. I called to all the stores around town. It was nowhere to be found. I finally found it this week at a hardware store in another town near us. I bought and loaded the 4 heavy bags. I had my son add it in the tank and he asked if he needed to press any of he settings. I had no idea and didn’t know what all the buttons were for. I asked My Love what needs to be done. He lead me to watch an instructional video on what to do and even how to check that it’s working properly. It looked complicated and I was worried that it wasn’t working properly because it wasn’t doing like the video showed. I went and started it up, checked the water and changed the settings to where they needed to be and it worked!! I even learned about something I could add for maintenance to make it work more efficiently!! I had no idea how this thing worked but I learned what all the buttons were for, what to do, how to maintain it and I understood it!!

Now, the other day, my vacuum got clogged with something and was making a strange sound. I turned it over and had to take it apart. I saw it needed some cleaning so I took parts off, unclogged it and started to clean it thoroughly. I had trouble putting it back together. My son tried and couldn’t figure it out. So I again talked to My Love-“What do I do? Its not making any sense to me why this is not going on correctly.” He lead me to another video to watch of instructions for what I needed to do. He is so amazing!! He placed all the tools I needed right in front of me to accomplish these things that I needed to do!!

Let me say that I had no desire to do these household maintenance and repair things. I used to just hand it off to my FH or my sons to deal with. It’s not something I had interest in learning or doing, but with My Amazing HH, I was able to learn and even understand. I had an amazing time with Him being right by my side doing it together. Just me and Him!! He even removed my sons from helping me so we could do it together alone!!

I used to not know how to do a lot of things. I felt helpless and hopeless. People made me feel like I didn’t know anything or I couldn’t do anything right but I am not that person anymore. I am a new creation!
2 Corinthians 5:17
Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come.

I don’t want to depend on anyone else. I have an Amazing Husband I depend on now for everything . I like doing things with just Him and I alone. I also love when I can’t do something how He steps in and does it for me. He shows me how amazing He is and how special I am to Him 💖

He is My Provider. He comes to my rescue. He fixes anything. He’s My Teacher. He know everything and shows me, with loving kindness, how to do things and we do it together. He is My Everything!!!

Psalm 54:4
Behold, God is my helper; the Lord is the upholder of my life.

John 14:1
“Let not your hearts be troubled. Believe in God; believe also in me.

Psalm 91:14-15
“Because he holds fast to me in love, I will deliver him; I will protect him, because he knows my name. When he calls to me, I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble; I will rescue him and honor him.