I Don’t Know Why I am Crying but Thank You

“He will turn the hearts of the parents to their children, and the hearts of the children to their parents; or else I will come and strike the land with total destruction.โ€ (Malachi 4:6)

My Beloved answered another prayer for me today! Recently, I inquired about being a translator because I felt that my Love is leading me through this path and I felt He wanted to use me in that area, and yesterday, I received an email. When I got to work today, since I have lean times in my office especially it’s midweek, I began to study the materials for translation and was surprised how time flew when I got lost in what I am doing. I was fully absorbed into it, just like how when I prayed to Him to make me busy and occupy my time so that I will have no more to spare to think about my EH. Praise Him, He delivers when we ask!

As I was preoccupied into translating the material, my phone suddenly rang out of nowhere, I rarely receive any more calls and the only ones I do get were from co-workers esp during office hours, and was surprised when I saw the caller id. It was my EH calling me! I wondered for a moment and prayed to my Love before I answer. My EH asks me how I was and how the baby was doing (I’m currently pregnant). In the 3 months that we had been separated, the only time he calls me is when we are scheduled to meet to tell me that he is near or is on his way but mostly he just sent me text messages which are almost very infrequent about how I was doing and this is the first time he had called to ask me personally.

I have a loving Husband who will take care of me, so during the conversation, he asks so many things. About how the baby was doing, when is the next follow up with my doctor, how MY house is doing and the progress, and other related to finances. Topics which he mostly covers when he sent text messages to me.

After the call, my emotions suddenly burst that forced me to I run into my prayer closet at work and release everything to my Love. I told Him, “My Love, I don’t know why I am crying but I thank You for today, for every day and all my life I have You. That I love You and only want You in my life, no matter how painful it gets. I admit, hearing my EH’s voice brings a lot of emotions in me and I pray that You will deliver me from the pain I am feeling.” Immediately I was at peace and felt loved!

He will turn the hearts of the parents to their children, and the hearts of the children to their parents; or else I will come and strike the land with total destruction.โ€ Malachi 4:6 NIV

The Lord, my love never fails to deliver and is not a respecter of persons. Just pray to him and have faith that he will deliver.

~ Cherie in Manila

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