โThose who look to Him are radiant; their faces are never covered with shame.โPSA 34.5
The Lord, my HH, I praise HIM!! He has set me free in so many ways!!! I used to be addicted to pornography (I was exposed to it at ( years old, my dad used to hide his pornographic magazines in my bathroom under the sink). Being exposed to those images at such a young age was so incredibly damaging and destructive. I grew up in a very abusive home, my dad was an alcoholic and did drugs when I was younger. My real mom was never in my life, she also was an alcoholic and a drug seeker. I was never loved or treated the way I should have been, but this has all made me who I am today! I started taking anti-anxeity/depression medications when I was in my early 30’s. I was on them for about 3-5 years and then when I separated from my husband, I was able to truly heal because I had to face head on all my sin. I had to FEEL it all, and I was able to be completely set free from medication!! I haven’t been on any medications for 2 years now and I am so blessed and I praise my Lover!!! I am thankful for the divorce, I needed healing alone with my God, and I still need more healing, and so do my children!! I know God is and will continue to do AMAZING things, because that is WHO HE IS!! I am on fire for Him! He has set my heart ablaze for Him and His word!! Lord, turn my attention away from all that distracts, unto You my Lord and my King!!
Wow dear Ally what an amazing and wonderful PR to read of all He has done in your life ๐๐ผ l praise Him for his goodness, his grace and his mercy HE poured over your life.
l have been so ashamed to admit my addiction to romance novels which we all know is wrapped up so innocently in soft porn… l was exposed to them at the tender age of 12 by my older sister who read them and it became an addiction.. Praise Him for His faithful love and forgiveness even when l stumbled and fell into the addiction again struggling… He never let me go and HE never let you go praise Him ๐๐ผ
l am excited for all that He has in store for you and your kids, He has only begun and will complete the good work He started in your hearts and lives โฃ๏ธ Hallelujah ๐๐ผ Praise HIM ๐๐ผ
I am so happy for you that I have tears in my eyes ! Thank you for sharing Allywertz ! Our Heavenly Husband has also delivered me from so many things, especially anger. It was so strong in me that I could break objects at home. I used to punch walls and speak with such fury! My deliverance came last year at the very beginning of my restoration journey. It was the first thing He changed in me! It is so freeing: no more shouting at home, no more fights. Even when I raise my voice sometimes because the kids are tiring, itโs as if He has blocked something in my voiceโI canโt shout anymore! I may have moments when Iโm annoyed, but it never lasts more than a few minutes and itโs no longer anger! Thatโs why He gave me the brand new name “Douce”.
In French, it means “someone who doesnโt hurt or wound anyone, who doesnโt impose anything, and who doesnโt get angry.”
I still need healing, but I know that this good work He began in me, He will complete it for His glory!
I give Him all the glory!
Thank you dear for sharing , I know by experience that as hard as it seem if He allowed it it is for a good purpose, for the best in our lives.