I Wanted From My Heart to Let Go

 ♕ Today's Promise: “Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. Seek his will in all you do, and he will show you which path to take." Proverbs 3:5-6

~ Angelica in Colombia

☊ Thank You Audio

First of all my words of gratitude are to the Lord, because He brought me to this ministry, thanks to the people that God has used to make this place something that cannot be described, thanks for the love they put in it and the responsibility that God has also placed on you. Thank you for each testimony and for allowing yourself to be guided by our Lord. Thank you for being the help we need so much.

Of course I recommend the book "How God Can and Will Restore Your Marriage", I recognize that in the midst of my desperation to find help, I came to the book and then to the ministry. At first I did not take it in a disciplined and conscious way, but little by little, it became a delight, a thirst to discover what God wanted me to do and understand.

I had been bad with my partner for 3 months, because of his work he was in another city, but our communication and relationship was very good and beautiful. Due to a family situation, my EH (earthly husband) had to travel and it was at that moment that I discovered that an OW (other woman) existed. His behavior towards me was totally different ... I went into total depression, I only cried day and night, and I began to treat him with indifference, I felt resentment and remembered lies that he had told me. In this year, just starting the year, for my EH's (earthly husband’s) birthday, he was in his work city, with deep sadness and as we women say that sixth sense that something was going to happen, my EH actually disappeared. He never answered any messages or calls again. I discovered that in his days of leave he was with her. To summarize, for 3 continuous months I did not know anything about him, he never wanted to answer, much less call. At that time, looking for help on the internet, testimonies of restored marriages, I came across the book and from there it led me to the ministry. I must confess, at first I was not judicious, I just wanted to keep crying and sink into my sadness but then when reading testimonies and the book, wowwwwww everything they say was impressive, or better everything that God tells us. When I started to apply the principles, among them the most difficult, Let Go, I deactivated all my social networks and switched off WhatsApp, I got out of his way. Indeed when I wanted from my heart to let go and concentrate on the Lord, it happened. My EH looked for me, he called me and told me that he needed me. I felt happiness but I knew deep inside me that I shouldn't trust, and that's how it was. After being aware of me all the time, from one moment to another he started to move away again. Now we are friends, he calls and writes me, but not with such intensity. However, my heart, thanks to the Glory of God, no longer feels pain or resentment, I did not cry again, and I only want God ... sometimes I think, do I really want my restoration? All because of the indifferent ways and the things that have happened in my marriage .. but then I remember that God has it under control and that God is the only one to change and turn the heart of my EH (earthly husband) and give us a new love based on the love of the Lord.

I never imagined that I was going to be in a crisis in my marriage, because I thought it was perfect. When it happened, my shock against life, against God, was terrible. Now I understand that I needed this in my life because I had distanced myself from my Lord completely and I understood that HE is all I need, He makes me feel alive and loved. I understand how sad you may find yourself, but I encourage you to start your journey, the best journey, the best time and with the best BEING in heaven and on earth.

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