In My Worst Mistake, He Redeemed Me

♕ Today's Promise: "'The right hand of the Lord performs mighty deeds! The right hand of the Lord is exalted! The right hand of the Lord does mighty deeds!” I will not die; I must live to proclaim the wonders of the Lord. The Lord has punished me harshly, but he has not handed me over to death. Open the gates of justice for me to enter to give thanks to the Lord. I will thank you because you answered me, because you are my salvation!'" Psalm 118:14-19, 21

~ Yenifer in Venezuela

☊ Thank You Praise

In my worst mistake He redeemed me and gave me my home back.

Give thanks to the Lord, because He is good; Because His mercy endures forever. Let the redeemed of the Lord say so, Whom he has redeemed from the hand of the adversary, He gathered together those who were exiled in many countries, east and west, north and south. Wandering and homeless they walked through the desert, Hungry and thirsty, His soul failed them. Then they cried out to the Lord in their distress, and he delivered them out of their afflictions. He directed them to the right path, so that they might come to a habitable city. Psalms 107:5-7

My soul today is full of gratitude towards my Heavenly Husband, towards RMI (Restore Ministries International) and towards each member who has made it possible for all these truths and principles to come into my life.

Especially the book How God Can and Will Restore Your Marriage.

And each testimonial helped me believe that my Beloved would also bend over backwards for me no matter how difficult my situation was.

Today I want to testify to one of the greatest feats that my Beloved has done for me in this process, but first I want to ask His forgiveness because He did this miracle a year ago and I have not given Him the glory He deserved for this surprising act of forgiveness, mercy , love and restitution. I also apologize to you loved ones because I know He did it not just for me but to show His glory and let you know what He can do for each of His brides.

In my separation process I fled abroad and my EH (earthly husband) stayed living in our home. When I returned to my country, I could no longer return to my home even if I wanted to because my EH was making his life there and believe me I did not deserve to return. So I had to live totally alone in a borrowed house, a very humble place and with many limitations. It was not easy but little by little my Beloved gave me peace and stillness and then I was filled with gratitude and joy for being there living with Him and already resigned. I thought I would live there for a long time, even years!

But since His plans are not ours, suddenly many crises began to happen to me in that house. First my dog fell down the stairs and lost an eye. Then I fell and lost my phone and then they came to ask me to vacate that house, and not to mention that I was already beginning to have economic crises because I stopped working. I didn't have the strength to do it because of the great pain I felt and then the pandemic came. All these crises hit me in just one week and it was very strong and painful, I did not understand why all this was happening. But it was the plan of My Beloved HH (Heavenly Husband) to get me out of there.

So what happened next was amazing! It turns out that all those tests were what God used to get the attention of my EH (earthly husband) who found out from another person about everything that was happening to me and appeared after a long time; He asked to see us and I thought it was another test hitting me because his words were: "We need to see each other to finish finalizing us." But when we met, God broke him to the point of crying; seeing me resigned, without money, without a telephone and living in that place and also seeing our blind dog without her little eye, broke his heart!

So that meeting that was "to finalize us" became an opportunity to begin to restore our relationship with forgiveness and compassion for each other, My Beloved gave me the opportunity to put into practice many principles which I regretted not having the opportunity to apply because I saw very difficult even an approach or conversation with the EH; But that day I saw how God softened and turned his heart towards me and it was so much that after two days he sent me a phone number. Then he deposited money for food and then suddenly he wrote me saying that he wanted me to COME TO LIVE IN OUR HOME. WoW ! Wow! All this also happened to me in just one week, just like all the tests had happened to me! What a miracle! I could not believe it!

Setting foot in my home was such a wonderful feeling that I cannot explain and it was not so much being there but what God had done, because I saw it as almost impossible to even set foot there, mainly because of all the mistakes I made. You cannot imagine how much I begged and cried asking the Lord for forgiveness and the opportunity to be in my home one day because one of my biggest mistakes and the reason for my fall, my shame and humiliation was that I despised my home and never wanted to live there.

God miraculously granted us the opportunity to acquire that apartment after longing for our own home and when we had it I disobeyed me EH (earthly husband) in his desire that we move to our own home. With the excuse that it was too far from the city and from work and then look for a rental of another house in a central area of the city and against the wishes of my EH, we moved there instead of our home.

From the first day I made that decision the collapse of my marriage began , our relationship broke down a lot there and when the day of destruction came and my EH left for good, I was left alone living in the house I rented alone and my EH went to live alone in our own home and in my place the OW (other woman) began to live there with him.

This became the most painful and tormenting part of my process and I was broken to the depths; but this brokenness was what I needed to be able to recognize so many mistakes that led me to great and deep repentance and to divest myself and let go of many things, pride, haughtiness, self-sufficiency, ambitions, plans, vanity, sin and humbled me under the mighty hand of God who forgave me and comforted me, thanks to the fact that He supported and guided me.

Through the principles learned in the book "How God Can and Will Restore Your Marriage", he never allowed me to make any claim, or fight anything. He closed my mouth and He told me to stay put that He would fight for me, so with His help I was able to put everything in His hands. It was not easy to forgive myself especially for this, but He helped me and seeing Him manifest in my worst mistake and redeem me made me feel that His love and mercy has no limits.

And I cannot give this testimony without first telling you what caused Him to manifest. When all these crises hit me and led me to search desperately for my Beloved, I found His mercy in a way that I had never experienced before. It made me feel how much compassion He feels for His children when we suffer, but it also showed me something else and that is that He feels the same compassion for those who are far from Him, slaves to sin; the compassion that He felt for me in my suffering, He also felt for my EH (earthly husband) in his sin and told me that He wanted me to feel the same for him. (Everything that God led me to cry out for, heal, learn and do in order to feel that compassion requires another testimony that I will soon share) but I started crying out for mercy and compassion for him as much as I needed it for myself.

Then When God Made this great miracle of giving me back my home, I asked Him crying because He had been so good to me, that I hadn't even changed that much and I didn't deserve it and He told me it was because of His Mercy. That He put me to have mercy because He wanted to be merciful to me. Then I understood that God put me to ask for mercy for my EH because He wanted to manifest Himself in his heart and in many crises that also came to hit his life, and because he wanted my EH to feel sorry for me, for my suffering as well as I for him for his sins. And that's how it happened!

It was a year and three months without seeing signs of anything in my situation, I only saw my earthly husband only once and with almost no communication and it was not until the Lord took me to this point that He healed me so much that it manifested itself so powerfully.

Today I am in my home in peace and with my Heavenly Husband, falling more in love with , allowing Him to heal me and transform me and building together this home on the Rock. My husband did not stay, it was not the time and I feel at peace with it because God wants truly transform. One of the things I cried the most at the time was not having a place where my EH could return. And here I am!

And lastly, I know that this great manifestation of God is also due to the fact that when I was a year old in my process I began to tithe here in at RMI, then He returned to me what the devourer had taken from me and opened the window of heaven. And just after 3 months of tithing. I tithed on July 7th and on October 7th I was back home. Wow!

Beloved Bride I hope that this testimony magnifies the mercy and forgiveness of God in your heart so that you believe that there is forgiveness and redemption for your worst mistakes and that there is no situation too difficult for Him when the more impossible it is, the more He wants to manifest. That every test that hits you is with purpose and for your good even if you don't understand and that no matter how big the wall, the distance, the indifference, the silence or the time, He can handle all of that and He will take care of it, just surrender to His hands, surrender, let go, forgive, have mercy and trust Him.

"The right hand of the Lord performs mighty deeds! The right hand of the Lord is exalted! The right hand of the Lord does mighty deeds!” I will not die; I must live to proclaim the wonders of the Lord. The Lord has punished me harshly, but he has not handed me over to death. Open the gates of justice for me to enter to give thanks to the Lord. I will thank you because you answered me, because you are my salvation!"
Psalm 118:14-19, 21

The Lord is your provider and he has arranged my heart to bless you, he is in your care, trust him as a true husband and you will see him move and shake everything for you. God bless you beloved.

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