So I was ‘sucked into’ gaming AGAIN. My phone has made it too easy to spend too much time on. I noticed that the people in my household were doing the same thing. I felt our Heavenly Love prompting me to remove the games from my phone. I did after (some resistance on my part,) and I was able to focus on what I needed to get done around the house.
Then after just a few weeks, I was lured into gaming AGAIN. So, lovingly, our Heavenly Love prompted me to fast from it.
I had a dream in the middle of all this where I was suffering terribly from something I couldn’t identify and in my dream, I went to cry out to my HH and my EH, but my EH (In my dream) was too focused on his games to care.
I woke up crying and shook up when my EH asked what it was about I told him. I asked him if we could both just stop gaming for a while. He agreed! The first day we were off a little as we both felt like we were waking up from a fog. The second day my EH let go of watching secular TV (On his own without me saying a word) He dived right into Christian Based movies and spent the whole week watching and learning how to hear from God.
Then he started sharing with me what he was learning and sharing some of the conversations he was having with our Heavenly Love, even laughing, as sometimes our conversations with HIM make us laugh.
Anyway. I wanted to share with my sweet sisters in Christ, what can happen when we let go of distractions and spend our time doing what we are supposed to be doing. God, hold me back from getting caught up in it again…
Hebrews 12:1 KJV
Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us,
~ Mona in Massachusetts
Today’s praise is about Him healing me emotionally. I want to thank My Love because He teaches me every day. He is by my side and takes care of me. I love Him so much! I trust Him with all of my heart. I love to live for Him!
These past two months have been very difficult for me. I need to take care of my mommy and it is not too easy sometimes, I need to take care of my business that I have with my husband (our hostel is almost ready to go) even we are separate now and many crises are popping up at work.
The more I invest into my relationship with my HH the more difficulties happen. I was very exhausted at the beginning of this week and wanted to give up on my job. I didn’t want to be chief anymore. There are no many who gossip and envy. I heard that somebody was asking questions about me, and also both my mommy and my husband were telling that I was not a good person and I am an idiot for being married to my husband. I never talk about my life at work and nobody knows we are separate again just because I don’t want anyone judging him. And these gossips made me feel sick. I cried to my HH and then I talked to a close friend and she didn’t let me give up. She reminded me God loves me and He knows my heart.
I went home crying asking Him to show me if there were any sins in my life. Then, after some friends prayed for me and I cried like a baby and felt His love and comfort. He is so amazing! He gave me two friends at work who take care of me even without asking for details about my life. He reminded me I’m in a battle and it’s not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms (Ef. 6:12 NIV).
He cured me and gave me peace again. I put one flower at two persons’ table without anyone knows. This was to finish my process of cure. And now I’m free and happy again. Thanks to My love and Husband.
Isaiah 43:2 (NIV) When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze.
Psalm 112:7 (NIV) They will have no fear of bad news; their hearts are steadfast, trusting in the Lord.