"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight." P3:5-6
Hello precious brides
I'm writing this while I take a quick break from packing. It's interesting how this move started out as excitement to see where my Love take me but now that I'm moving I'm having to remind myself constantly throughout the day that I trust Him.
All the doors have been shut, and I only have a few days before I have to be out and no where to go. To be honest, after the last move, Him bringing me to this beautiful home, I had an image in my head of where the next place might be.
But my spouse knew that I had no where to go, so he asked me to come stay in his home with him, until he finds another place.
I have to keep reminding myself that my Beloved Lord only had a good plan for me and my children and I know that others have been in this same situation before. But a part of my heart is struggling to get on board. There's a whole list of reasons why I don't want to go back and live in the trailer park, but My Love sees past all those reasons and sees the bigger picture.
So I'm going over scripture and preaching to my self the love He has for me and that I know He is good. This is the next chapter of my story whether my heart is in board or not.
So here's the praise that today I will be in His peace and His rest and that I will become excited about the move to see the work He's doing and He's giving me another opportunity to see Him do a great thing.
Got to go back. Blessings. 
Rasa, our Beloved working is working on your life and turning your EH’s heart back to you and your children. I too had struggled with being back with my EH because I was in such a good place and didn’t know how it would changed things. But like you said we must remind ourselves of His Love and continue trust that He knows what’s best for us. Continue down the journey and keep your eyes on Him. He will keep you in perfect peace. Thank you for sharing and I look forward to hearing more from you. I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
Our Darling Lord really does see the bigger picture precious Rasa. Just allow our Darling Lord to lead you in everything precious Rasa ( https://loveatlast.org/living-lessons/week-3-he-leads-me/ ).
“Always be joyful. Never stop praying. Be thankful in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you who belong to Christ Jesus.” 1T5:16-18 https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=1%20Thessalonians%205%3A16-18&version=NLT
It’s great to see you’re trusting in your Loves plan, even when things are tough. It sounds like you’re doing the right things to stay positive and focused on the big picture. Remembering Bible verses and praising Him is a great way to stay grounded and peaceful. Keep trusting in the Lord’s guidance, I can’t wait to hear what blessings He will have for you, I know I will hear of them soon! *Hugs
“Be happy, because you can trust God to do what he says. Be patient when you have troubles. Always continue to pray.” R12:12
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Romans+12%3A12&version=EASY
‘The mind of man plans his way, But the Lord directs his steps. ‘
Proverbs 16:9
https://www.bible.com/es/bible/103/PRO.16.9
‘¶Depart from evil and do good, And you will dwell forever. ‘
Psalm 37:27
https://www.bible.com/es/bible/103/PSA.37.27
Dear Rasa, even if we see everything closed, Our Beloved will part the Sea for us. We must see Him, even if the storm is upon us, and He has a plan for your life, He will not leave you or forsake you. I do not have a home of my own either, I do not know where my Beloved will take me and my children, but He knows what is best and I know that He will open a way.
May He guide you and give you peace.
Take heart my sweet Rasa and begin with the end in mind!! HIS PLANS FOR YOU ARE AMAZING!! You are not alone and ups and downs are part of our lives, but with Him my sweet Rasa, miracles happen and are around the corner!
“Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience.” Colossians 3:12
https://biblia.com/bible/niv/Col%203.12
Give your thoughts to Jesus and ask Him to help you choose joy. We are not expected to do anything on our own. John 15:5 says, “Apart from me you can do nothing.” With the help of Our Beloved, we can choose to be joyful even if we are sad, lonely, or angry. True, lasting joy is the direct result of trusting God one day at a time and keeping in step with the Holy Spirit. When we choose to trust God fully with our lives, we can experience joy.
You will have a great live, He is with you, and this is only a for a season!
https://loveatlast.org/living-lessons/week-46-the-angel-principle/