Yesterday, i went for a consultation with my OB and she gleefully informed me that my lab results were indeed fascinating and that I was not a candidate for Gestational Diabetes! PTL! Praise to my love and all glory and honor belongs to His name!
Earlier this month, my previous laboratories indicated i had a significant increase in sugar levels and was cautioned i might be at risked and this may affect my baby and my health. My love and Lord had delivered me from this as I prayed to Him that my body is His temple and He may do whatever it is in His will as i am His completely. And He delivered brides! My HH never fails me!
Also that same day, i received a bad report that my EH that he has not been home for 3 nights already. It stated he had gone someplace where him an I previously went for our past anniversaries. I am hurt deeply but somehow, i find peace. I kept on saying to my love, ” I shall not be afraid of evil tidings as my heart is fixed trusting in Him” over and over until there is perfect calm that covers me.
As i was having a great morning talk with my love earlier, he had spoken to me. He told me that my EH and his OW are rushing from things to things because they find no meaning in their lives right now. They plan for activities together because they got so tired of doing the usual things they long for to do in the beginning and it somehow gets tiring. They cannot plan for a future because their future is uncertain that is why they have to busy themselves and their relationship so that there will be no dull moments which will make them feel that their chosen lives are empty.
I was relieved! Although i had been alone physically in this RJ, i know in my heart that my love is beside me. Last night, before he talked to me i cried into his arms again and released everything that i am feeling and there, i saw myself being carried and lifted by his arms, leaning my head against his heart as he kisses me on my forehead and whispers to me, “dont be afraid if you get weary from this journey, for i am always with you and I will carry you through most of it” and i slept comfortably all throughout the night.
I love my HH so much that he meant everything to me and no words cannot say how satisfied I am right now that i am his beloved and bride as only he could fulfill everything I want and need in my life.
I have peace because I know, what we have, my HH and his OW cannot have no matter how much they look for in each other. My happiness lies from within knowing that in whatever situation I am in, my love can put inside me contentment, and I could not ask for more!
Isaiah 61:10 I will rejoice greatly in the Lord,
My soul will exult in my God;
For He has clothed me with garments of salvation,
He has wrapped me with a robe of righteousness,
As a bridegroom decks himself with a garland,
And as a bride adorns herself with her jewels.
When you accept the Lord not just as your Saviour but also as your Husband, He will shower you with wonders you only can imagine and He will envelop you in His arms where you will find the unfailing love you have been seeking for your entire life. It is difficult, as with loving comes pain, but since the love encompasses all suffering, it never fails. It always heals.
~ Cherie in Manila
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