Turmoil Began Inside of Me

โ™• Today's Promise: "For I am confident of this very thing, that He who began a good work among you will complete it by the day of Christ Jesus." Philippians 1:6

~ Sara in Turkey

โ˜Š PRAISE from Sara

Hello Brides, I want to praise my Beloved Heavenly Husband for His uncountable blessings in my life. Today I want to share a little bit more about what He is doing during my Restoration Journey.

I have shared in my last PR (praise report) that after years without communication I was able to talk with my FH (former husband). Ladies my situation is very different, and I want you to know that each restoration and each journey are unique.

This is how is happening. After my divorce, I spend the first two years without communication, but I had so much faith that the Lord could touch the FH heart to contact me, and after 2 years, without expecting it to happen, I received an email from him. I was able to see him but things didnโ€™t work well. So I came back home with a broken heart.

When asking my Beloved why it happens, I felt He was saying that was not the time. Reminding me of Josephโ€™s story after he interpreted the dream of the cupbearer. He waited two years more for the appointed time so Pharaoh could have a dream.

One day I felt lead by the Lord to pray for my FH (former husband), when I shared how I felt hurt because of the lack of communication I asked Him to please turn the FHโ€™s heart to contact me again. I never expected to hear the following โ€œ Why donโ€™t you contact himโ€?

I was shocked, I spent the rest of the prayer telling all the reasons that I couldnโ€™t contact my FH. And when the time passed I felt not peace but turmoil began inside of me. I could go to ups and downs, I asked and plead with my HH (Heavenly Husband), asking if it was things I was telling myself, was it His voice? How could I know? I didnโ€™t want to contact, I didnโ€™t want to be rejected again, all these thoughts went through my mind. It took days and I didnโ€™t feel peace.

I hope that you will bear with me ladies, next I want to share how He led me, I hope that you are excited to see the completion of His amazing work!

"For I am confident of this very thing, that He who began a good work among you will complete it by the day of Christ Jesus." Philippians 1:6

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