Overcoming My Fear of Divorce!

Dear brides, I even don´t remember the last time that I wrote a Praise Report, I´ve asking our Beloved about this, and I was feeling the need to share with you beautiful women the things that are happening with me during this journey. I came to this Ministry like so many of you: hurt, hopeless, sad, without answer or without answer or without understanding why all of the awful things were happening with me. During six months of being in this Journey, the Lord taught many things, the first of all was adulterous, the unfaithful, and the foolish woman that tears her house down.

Dear brides, I immediately repent and started applying the principles that the RMI teach us, I confess that being quiet, and let it go are the hardest one. But even applying the principles I was walking in this journey with fear, fear of tomorrow, fear of my circumstances, fear of doing things wrong, fear of going back to my old self, fear of divorce, I was afraid of everything. Dear brides please DON´T, the fear that we feel shows that we are not trusting in the Lord or what He can do, and it only will make your Journey more difficult, because the Lord wants you to TRUST HIM in everything. For days I´ve been thinking what to write in this report and asked for His help. Then while writing I am listening love songs thinking of my HH. Brides I want to share this with you, two weeks ago, my EH asked to talk with me, and told me that he wanted the divorce, again the fear took me, I agreed but continued praying for God to change his heart. I was fasting, and praying for His will be done, after 3 days fasting, my EH made me go with him to a lawyer, It was his, I didn´t have one, I have the Lord.

Because we don´t have any assets in our name, and didn´t have children, the divorce was concluded in only one week. Brides I was married for 5 years, and the only thing that I have are two pieces of luggage with my clothes, I don´t have money, or a job, and I live in another country not my own, but my in-laws welcomed me into their house praise the Lord. I am not telling you this so you will think that my EH is a bad person, no, he was always a good husband to me and provided for me everything that I needed during our marriage. And also I am not telling you this so that you will pity me or my situation. I want to tell you this, because now I have the best Husband ever, and I know that at the right time He will turn everything to good, and also I want to Praise Him, because He made me overcome my fear of divorce!

I thought that if I divorced I would die, but He is faithful, and I know that the more difficult my situation, that means that He will bless me so much, and all the things that I am living now are for the Glory of His name. Someday people will hear about my testimony and praise Him for the impossible that He can do. I want you to praise Him too. I don´t know why He allowed the divorce, I don´t question Him anymore, I Trust Him and if is His will He will restore my marriage at the right time. Now I am His, and I am happier in a certain way, because there are still things that I need to let go, including my FH. I don´t know where He will lead me or what He wants me to do.

Dear brides, every Journey is different, and it only shows how God can work and change each one of them. There is no limit for His power, He does the impossible, and nothing is too hard for Him. So star letting go of your past, give your burdens to Him, the tomorrow only He knows, and believe me, all the things that He does is for our own good. You know that we serve a God that is Omnipresent and Omniscient, He knew you before you was born, He knew all the choices that you would do, and what He need to do to bring you to where He wants you. A divorce is not the end, it is the new beginning.

“Ah, Sovereign LORD, you have made the heavens and the earth by your great power and outstretched arm. Nothing is too hard for you. “ Jeremiah 32:17NIV.

“Jesus replied, “You do not realize now what I am doing, but later you will understand.” John 13:7NIV.

“I know that my redeemer lives, and that in the end he will stand on the earth.” Job 19:25 NIV.

"See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it!I am making a way in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland." Isaiah 43:19 NIV

"There is a time for everything,and a season for every activity under the heavens: a time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to uproot, a time to kill and a time to heal..." Ecclesiastes 3:1-8 NIV

There is a time for all things. My hope is He, He strengths me, He carries me when I can´t. He loves me the way I am. I am now asking for His ring, and I know that He will give me that too. Thank you my Beloved for the new things that you will bring to my life.

~ Sara in Turkey who is currently translating our resources into Turkish—which is why the enemy is fighting so fervently against her. So be sure to remember Sara in your prayers.

Do you want to PRAISE Him for how He's helped you let go of your fears? Aren't you thankful that Sara shared this with you an Encouraging Woman?

Remember, Matthew 7:13-14 tells us to “Enter by the narrow gate; for the gate is wide, and the way is broad that leads to destruction, and many are those who enter by it. For the gate is small, and the way is narrow that leads to life, and few are those who find it.”

And Psalm 100:4 tells us HOW to Enter— “Enter His gates with thanksgiving and His courts with praise. Give thanks to Him, bless His name.”

Be sure to submit a Praise Report today and enter through that narrow gate few ever find!