My Beloved loves me. He truly loves me. Along with all my flaws and failures. I don’t have to do anything, change anything or be perfect to get His love. He loves me just the way I am. He’s so patient with me and all my failures. It is so freeing to know that even if I make a mistake or don’t know what I’m doing He loves me even more. He is the one that loves me, walks with me, leads me and protects me.
I have never been loved in this way ever in my life. I have always felt I needed to earn love. With my parents, siblings, friends and especially with my FH, even with my own children at times. But My Love reminds me that this is not so. This has really created a big flaw in me and a burden in my heart. I know my HH is still healing and removing this from me.
This last few days My Beloved has reminded me that I am divorced!! -and I belong to Him!! Something I have lost sight of lately. It’s time to implement this more into my transformation. I do not have to bare the burden of trying to please someone who will never be satisfied. My Love is always satisfied with me even with all my flaws, goofiness and lack of knowledge. He loves how I am willing to follow Him blindly, not knowing where I’m going or what I’m doing. I love living my life as He leads me and not having to try to meet demands of people. I have no one to submit to but My True Loving Husband. I can just focus on being yoked to Him, His burden is easy and His yoke is light.
What all started this process is that it was the birthday of our youngest little baby girl. She turned 9. We had a day of quality time planned. It was a glorious time that My Love gave to me and my children. My heart was full. He gives me the desires of my heart. He truly has made me realize these past few weeks, like Erin mentions in her book, that these are the best memories of our lives.
I saw again, first hand, how true peace, love and joy come from my HH. His presence just dwells here in my home and in our family. People come and try to disrupt the peace with demands and their own agenda, so blatantly treating me like I know nothing and not capable of anything. As me and my HH quietly watch, He shows me this. He was next to me the whole time showing me what I needed to see. Showing me what is so obvious. As soon as they leave my home My HH restores the peace. As we finish our fun activities and then I sit with all my children around me, cuddling with blankets and spending cozy, quality time together at the end of the night He makes it quite clear of why He has removed things/people from my life, from my home. I receive the wisdom that I needed to address feelings and questions I’ve had lately, giving me the wisdom that He revealed to me in this perfect time.
I love my life with just My True Love alone. I don’t need nor want anything or anyone else. He shows me that He has given me this great life with Him and He is still the Protector of my heart. How Great Is He!?!?
My Love, thank You for continuing to protect my heart and showing me why You have me exactly where You want me. This is where I want to be too. Protecting me means a great deal to me as You know I have never felt protected in all my life. Thank You for allowing the divorce that has helped me to let go and freed me of the demands and burdens of others and made me completely belong to You alone. I love that You have chosen me and I have chosen You. I am yours and You are mine. You love me and protect my heart. I no longer have to worry about “earning” love, trying to be perfect or pleasing others. I can just be with You and be loved completely and unconditionally and I can just love You in return, not worrying if my love is good enough. Knowing that all You want is my heart, exactly the way it is and it is precious to You. That I am wanted, chosen and desired by You. That I am good enough and You truly love me just the way that I am. Nobody can take that away from me and nobody can take me away from You. I love You with all my heart, soul, mind, body and strength. I belong to You completely 💗
Thank you for your beautiful praise Ruby. It was. amazing to read just how He gives you the piece that surpasses all understanding. It is so amazing to be the bride of someone that you know truly loves you. Thank you for encouraging and reminding me this morning how amazing He is.
Ruby, thank you thank you!! There are so many women who are terrified at the thought of divorce and I can’t tell you how much I want to assure them that if God does bring you through a divorce, it is for your GOOD. It’s his perfect choice for you because he’s the one who turns the heart and to heal that broken heart 💔 due to infidelity or abandonment, are neglect from an earthly husband, the only way is to take hold of you, and have you all to HIMSELF. He longs to pamper you and set you apart.
Hearing this truth from you is why we encourage everyone to share their praise so that those who are fearful of divorce, because of what they see in the world, can then see the glowing contrast when his bride is being chosen to be his one, and only as he has chosen, you Ruby!! ❤️🤗❤️🤗
PS.
Atarah, I’m sure that if you’re reading this, you’re going to grab a hold of both the testimony and comments and add them to Facing Divorce—Again
Enthusiastically and without Fear https://hopeatlast.com/c1/facing-divorce-course/
Atarah, please leave a comment so we know you’ve got this.. Yvonne will you snooze 😴 this or better yet, forward it to Atarah.
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