I know Him as more …

I am so excited to be able to share some of what my Beloved has been showing me.

I’ve been saved for about 8 years now. Of course I knew Him as my Savior. I was on fire for Him, so amazed at the mercy and power He showed me when He pulled me out of a decade of heavy drug use as well as other terrible things I was trapped in.

I know for a fact, that He is the change of hearts because of what I went through for so long. Even the love I had for my own children, wasn’t strong enough for me to pull myself away from the death I so desperately ran after.

But even after I was saved, I didn’t know Him as more than my Savior.

He took my marriage, almost instantly and tried to get my attention, but I didn’t turn to Him or for very long. So five years, of not much growth.

Now, in the past few months, around the time I really started praying and fasting, and shortly after that He brought me to this ministry, did I begin to learn How much more He was.

He has shown me that He is my Best Friend. I can bring all fears, doubts, worries, insecurities, hopes, silly ideas and questions to Him!!

He will never reject me. He will never turn His face away from me.

He is my Forever Love. I don’t have to worry if I measure up, stay looking good, strive to be perfect, or else he will leave me.

He is my eternal, never ending love. Wow.

He is my wonderful counselor. Knowing all things about every detail before I say it and even the details I don’t know! I want to go to Him. He is building in me the desire to go to only Him and ask.

He is my provider! He’s been showing me what it looks like to trust Him to take care of me. That I don’t need to run to men in panic. He knows and he delights in helping me when I am satisfied in Him.

He is my Peace. He’s showing me that if I believe it, I can get it. I can be in the middle of the most crazy circumstance and I can turn my heart and face to him and call upon Him and he pours His perfect peace upon me.

No need to express to anyone about how stressed or afraid I am! Because He takes that feeling and replaced it with His perfect Love.

Wow.

He has shown me when I give or encourage or help with a glad heart, serve others joyfully, for His glory, He blesses me! I have more peace. More joy!

He has shown me that He is a father to the fatherless. I’ve gotten to see firsthand and my prayers get answered.

He answers prayers after all! I had lost so much hope over the years that he cared or answered prayers!

Yet now, that He’s turned my heart to himself again, I am seeing Him move all the time.
He has shown me that there are a lot of people who cannot know or be told details of what is happening in my life. To be discreet. Something I knew little about.

He showed me that a woman with discretion is a beautiful thing. Then add in kind and gentle. Self controlled. He is making me into a beautiful child whom he adores.

He has given me a hope and a future. Shown me that no matter what happens, He has been good and always will be.

Thank you RMI for your lessons, books and encouragement. For sticking to the truth. ❣️❣️❣️❣️