I Really Wanted to Hear Him Speaking to Me

โ™• Today's Promise: โ€œAre not two sparrows sold for a penny? And not one of them will fall to the ground apart from your Father. But even the hairs of your head are all numbered. Fear not, therefore; you are of more value than many sparrows.โ€ Matthew 10: 29-31

~ Djamila in United Kingdom

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Dear Brides,

Let go! I know itโ€™s very hard.

This is a principle that I struggle with since the beginning of my journey. And our HH (Heavenly Husband) because he is so merciful and good, has been giving me various dreams about letting go. Which deeply helped me to let go. I thank Him everyday for that, for I was not able to do it by my own. But His work in me is not complete yet. Because I have EH (earthly husband) at home sometimes itโ€™s hard to know if I truly let go.

Sometimes I feel hated by the way EH (earthly husband) treats me sometimes. Of course I am still kind to Him and bring everything to our HH (Heavenly Husband).

This time HH (Heavenly Husband) showed me and spoke with me in a very new way about letting go.

This week I was at the park with my two sons. While my younger boy was playing there was always a little girl who was being mean to him. She was being mean every time my son was coming closer to play with her. The second time he came back, his eyes drench in tears and very sad. I gave him a hug and said that everything was ok, but felt sad in my heart for him being so sad too. Hours after when I was already at home as I go to bed speaking with my Beloved I really wanted to hear Him speaking to me too.

So he reminded me of this incident in the park, that as my heart was broken for seeing my little one so sad, everytime he tried to be friends with the little girl at the park, he also felt the same when I came running to Him after I got hurt from the EH.

He wants to comfort me, but it breaks His heart too, seeing me be gutted over and over again when I insist in contacting EH (earthly husband).

He proceeded saying I am worthy, I am too valuable. Indeed on that day there was a song in my mind and wish I sang all day long that day that says: Don't be afraid you are worth more than many sparrows.

Dear bride, you are valuable to Him, you are the apple of his eyes. You are worth more than many sparrows.

โ€œAre not two sparrows sold for a penny? And not one of them will fall to the ground apart from your Father. But even the hairs of your head are all numbered. Fear not, therefore; you are of more value than many sparrows.โ€ Matthew 10: 29-31

God showed me that we are valuable to Him. We are worthy. And our worth comes from Him.

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