♕ Today's Promise: “Your offspring will be like the dust of the earth and you will extend west and east, north and south, and all the families of the earth will be blessed in you and in your offspring.” Genesis 28:14
~ Ailana in Peru
My EH (earthly husband) and I don't have children together, however the desire to be a mother is something that has always been in my heart. I remember many years ago when I had just given my heart to God and didn't even know my EH, my beloved HH (Heavenly Husband) made me a promise in the middle of a retreat. I remember falling to my knees when I saw His message. Unfortunately, I don't remember the exact verse, but I do remember that it was a promise about having children and it was something that made my heart rejoice at the time.
After I got married, the story was very different. My EH (earthly husband) has two beautiful children and wanted to have a baby girl after we got married, but the crisis in our marriage hardened his heart and he didn't want to know anything about the children anymore.
Before coming to RMI I thought it was unfair ... and I didn't understand how the promise would be kept if my EH didn't want it. I was constantly asking my HH (Heavenly Husband) until I got to RMI and was able to eliminate that burden. I understood that he would operate in his perfect time and whatever His will, He would make it in the best way.
My EH (earthly husband) has had several health problems lately and the hospital where he is looked after is close to where I live, which he makes us see often. Today I was looking forward to writing my PR (praise report) because all of a sudden my EH touched on the subject so casually...he just said "it's time we have our baby girl"...
Honestly I was shocked because I didn't know where the topic was coming from... much less because less than a week ago his family made the comment: "it looks like someone is going to have a baby in the family" and he went crazy saying he didn't want it. While it is true, he did not mention anything about coming home, I feel in my heart that it is a step towards restoring our marriage and I cannot contain my love towards my HH (Heavenly Husband) because He is the only one who can do such a thing. All the glory, all the praise, all the honor goes to my Beloved HH, the only one worthy of my love even if I don't deserve His.
Thank you my Beloved! Thank you for answering my prayers and thank you that in your perfect timing I know you will keep this promise as well.
“Their race will be known among the nations, their descent among the peoples; all who see them will recognize that they are a blessed race of the Lord.” Isaiah 61: 9
“Your offspring will be like the dust of the earth and you will extend west and east, north and south, and all the families of the earth will be blessed through you and your offspring.” Genesis 28:14
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