Letting go

“To Him who can do more than we ask or imagine. To Him be the glory.”EPH3.20

This journey has been valleys that appear so low I thought I would die. And so high I held onto pride.

In a week I had to put our cat down and a horrible call that my sister and niece were in a car accident. I collapsed on the news. An accident no one should of walked out of but they did.

I have fully let go of FH. During my daughters time with him she was struggling with conflicting emotions. Anger to me and anger to her dad. And she was voicing it. I applied letting go and listened to her concerns. FH reached out to me and asked to meet for coffee.

Immediately I SG and I prayed for Him to be my focus and prepare my heart and that I would not fear evil tidings my heart was transfixed on the Lord.

FH established the meet up and arrived early. I sat at the table and he sat next to me, I was shocked. “Even your enemies will be at peace with you.”

The first words out of his mouth were high praise to me, I almost fell out of my chair. I just listened and he noted the impact of the events between us on our daughter, talk about more jaw dropping. I just prayed and found myself missing my HH during our time together.

He has provided a new house, income, and a schedule where I can be a worker at home. I left and immediately SG and the verse he gave me was a man can plan his ways but He moves his feet.

This is true for me. I can plan but He moves as I know He knows my future and for today I am fully loved, fully worthy of His love that overwhelms me