"The king's heart is in the hand of the Lord, as the rivers of water: he turneth it whithersoever he will." Proverbs 21:1
I was very surprised when my EH dropped my small children off and be brought me my favorite drink and hung around for awhile because he said he was early for work. But then later that day he came to pick kids up, and ended up staying for dinner! To say that is a night and day difference, is an understatement! He messaged me asking me out on a date Then, today, he texted me throughout the morning, asking my how my day was going, what my plans were etc.
There have been a couple times, in my mind, I would start thinking well what about this or that situation, what will I wear on the date, I know that it doesn't matter what I wear, since God turns the heart, it won't matter!!
But, a few months ago, my mind would have been worried about every single detail. If I would mess up everything by speaking or doing the wrong thing. But my Beloved King, has brought me so far, yes HE has brought my heart to this place. My mind to this place.
I can genuinely and completely know that if my EH never called me or saw me again that me and my love will be more than amazing! And if my EH does follow through, than I know that my Wonderful Husband will help me every step of the way.
I am overwhelmed with love again and again that my God has brought my heart here. I wish I would have been more patient with him and myself these past few months. Stop worrying. So I'll follow my own advice from here on out 
Solo nuestro amado es dirige todo, y nuestra belleza y guía viene de él.
Solo debemos seguir poniendo todo en sus manos y como yo le digo: mi amado tu tienes todo el control de lo que sé y de lo que no sé 😃❤️.
gracias por compartir 🤗
Only our beloved directs everything, and our beauty and guidance comes from him.
We just have to continue putting everything in his hands and as I tell him: my beloved, you have all the control of what I know and what I don’t know 😃❤️.
thanks for sharing 🤗
The most wonderful part is that you have found your HH through these trials and if it’s His will I am excited to hear your restored testimony one day. 😊
Thank you for sharing precious Rasa, isn’t it wonderful that we have our Darling Lord next to us every step of the way.
“And I am certain that God, who began the good work within you, will continue his work until it is finally finished on the day when Christ Jesus returns.” P1:6 https://biblehub.com/philippians/1-6.htm