No Sorrow and No Tears

~ Ruby in California

☊ PRAISE Audio

Yesterday I had to sign the divorce papers that EH asked me to have done by today. I had to sign with a Notary which my sister-in-law is able to do. She asked me if I read all these papers and I went through them. She asked if I will get what I need from him and be able to support the kids. All the questions that would usually start me to worry but it didn’t. I told her it doesn’t matter what’s on those papers I’m going to sign them. She said- I thought you were smarter than that.

This kind of upset me. But the truth is, I need to explain my self better. I later sent her a message saying that maybe I shouldn’t say that I don’t know or I don’t care what’s on the papers. I have gone over them with EH (earthly husband) and his lawyer. I don’t know exactly the details in my memory because I don’t dwell about what’s on them. I went over them and put them aside. I don’t worry about what I will get or not get. I don’t need to fight about any of it. It’s the Lord that is our Provider and our Protector. He has been taking care of us this whole time and I have no doubt that He will continue to do so.

I don’t have to ask my EH for anything and I don’t depend on him for anything. I depend on the Lord only for everything. I love my new life I have now with The Lord. I am not going to be a burden to my EH or be the reason to blame for his unhappiness anymore. The Lord has freed me from all that and restored me to Him. I am living the abundant life He meant for me to have now. I know that He will continue to bless us and walk us through our struggle too. I don’t want to be seen as a victim or thought of as stupid, only that people see how great our God is.

Dear Brides, I am so happy that all my tears are now tears of joy. I don’t cry because of the sorrow of losing my EH or having to go through the divorce. I don’t even cry at the thought of him having an OW (other woman). My tears come when I am praising My Love. When I am telling Him all He is to me. How much I need Him and want Him. He is the only One for me. I thank Him for bringing me to this place of true healing. He healed me and He saved me. My tears are only for My True Love. I thank Him for all the love, joy, peace and forgiveness He gives me. He has shown me a true unconditional love and forgiveness that I now can give to others. He chose me to be His bride and He will never leave me.

My Love is so good to me. I would be a fool to leave Him. I am willing to give up everything. I only want what He wants in my life and only who He wants to be in my life. Nothing else. I only want His Will for me. He knows what’s best for me and our children. He knows us better than we know ourselves.

I am so happy that He has truly healed me that I am able to sign these papers and hand them to my EH (earthly husband) with no sorrow and no tears. It actually brings me to so much happiness to know that I am being obedient to My Love, My Heavenly Husband. I am pleasing to Him. I am the apple of his eye. I am more precious than gold, silver and jewels to Him.

I completely trust Him with my heart, my soul, our children, our finances, my entire life and everything in it. I have never been able to trust anyone like this ever before. I truly have not been able to trust anyone with any of these things before, especially with my heart. I truly trust My Love with my heart. How wonderful it is to say that and to actually mean it and feel this way \o/

"Keep me as the apple of your eye; hide me in the shadow of your wings" Psalm 17:8

"The Lord your God is with you, the Mighty Warrior who saves. He will take great delight in you; in his love he will no longer rebuke you, but will rejoice over you with singing.” Zephaniah 3:17

"The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.” Deuteronomy 31:8

"Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him; do not fret when people succeed in their ways, when they carry out their wicked schemes." Psalm 37:7

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