♕ Today's Promise: "You keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on You, because he trusts in You." Isaiah 26:3
~ Ruby in California
I feel that Our relationship has reached a new level of intimacy. Lately I feared it was FH (former husband) relationship with the OW (other woman) that was going to move to the next level but in fact it was Our relationship, HH (Heavenly Husband) and mine, that was moved to the next level. I really don’t care or fear where his relationship is going. I am so in love with my exciting, loving relationship with my HH!!
The relationship with our HH (Heavenly Husband) is not like any other. An earthly relationship with any man starts out fun, exciting and loving but then it changes. We all know how hard it is to keep those first feelings of bliss and happiness. But the relationship with our HH is the opposite. It just keeps getting better and better. When you think things are great with your HH, He shows us they can be greater. When we think, with Him, we have joy and peace He shows us we can have even more. When we feel His unconditional love He shows us His love is eternal and never ending.
Just like His love for us always increases, the intimacy can always increase if we want it. He will keep showing us new and wonderful things. He will teach us new ways to love Him and others. He will keep cleansing us, changing us and making us into new creations. We will always remain His new bride, forever newlyweds. That is something that we can’t find in anything else, not in any other relationship.
When you come to this place with Him nothing else matters. Nothing else in this world can compare to our most Perfect Loving Husband.
Yesterday something was so different. I didn’t feel anxiety when FH (former husband) called/texted. I didn’t worry or I can even say didn’t care what he was going to say or do. It didn’t bother me even what he would say about what I am doing. But My Love has shown me how to love Him no matter who is around or what they say.
I used to feel I shouldn’t tell FH anything because I didn’t feel I could stand to hear his response or opinion about it. I didn’t want to hear him talk about the OW or anything about his life. I was happier not hearing from him at all. When I would hear from him all these feelings of fear came back. I cried to My Love about this a few days ago that I don’t want to feel this way anymore.
Then on the weekend I had to take my son to his sports tournament. FH (former husband) called, I didn’t feel any fear of what he would say. He told me he was on his way and he would be there with us all day. I didn’t expect this and it didn’t bother me. I didn’t have any negative feelings about it. I had the love, peace and joy that My Love gives me and I was so good being with Him even in the presence of FH. It didn’t phase me or interrupted my focus and love for My HH (Heavenly Husband). I went from one day feeling so much anxiety when he called or texted to this unexplainable peace.
After I noticed this change in me from My Love, I noticed FH was very kind to me. He spoke to me instead of avoiding me. He looked me in the eyes when he spoke to me. When the kids were not around he asked me how I was and how everything was going for me. He asked if the kids are treating me good, if there was any issues. I said things are going great, the kids are all doing well, there’s no issues going on at all. I asked him how he was doing. Right then, My Love told me FH would say he was good. Stuttering, he said those exact words. He asked me about things and I was able to talk to him without feeling judged, anxiety or feeling I had to hide details from him. We had a very nice, open conversation. I was at peace.
Later he even told me some things about his life and the OW (other woman) and it didn’t bother me to hear at all. I can’t believe how good I was feeling, able to talk to him about whatever he brought up. I still felt the love, peace and presence of My HH with me. My peace was not stolen from me.
"You keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on You, because he trusts in You." Isaiah 26:3
"Now May the Lord of peace Himself give you peace at all times in every way. The Lord be with you all." 1 Thessalonians 3:16
I am so in love. I want more of My True Love. I can’t get enough of Him. I want to give myself to Him completely. I want to love Him the way He deserves to be loved. He is ALL I want, ALL I need and ALL I live for. Nothing else matters to me. I don’t care about anything else but loving Him and being in His presence. All I want in this life is to be with Him. He completes me. He is where my peace, joy and love is. He is my treasure. I am love sick!!
"I am my beloved’s and my beloved is mine……" Song of Solomon 6:3
"As the deer pants for the water brook, so my soul pants for You, O God." Psalm 42:1
"For where your treasure is, there will your heart also be." Luke 12:34
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