Dear Brides. Very often it's difficult to fully understand what God wants for us, but it takes just a bit of an open mind to begin to see the miracles he has for You!
Well in this Chapter 11 "Je t’aime Maman” it talks about letting go of everything. I have to be honest, my entire life I have been operating with taking responsibility of everything. This theory per se that I just read creates a shock. It sounds too good to be true... let go of everything and let him respond. Am I not supposed to do something to get what I desire. I have to say I am having a hard time dealing with this but my heart is happy and excited to see what’s in store but I am also so confused... I guess the only thing left to do is to pray on it and take it to my HH.
Wow. These last two chapters have blown my mind. I was a bit confused because I have been praying to God my HH to remove all feelings that I have for my EH. I truly am at a point where I don't care for restoration. I guess if it's my HH’s will then yes, but I am at a point where I don't know if I should even pray for my earthly husband or a restoration, mmmm I do feel like I am still hurting and I don't want to even have any feelings for my EH…Well, I have to take it to my HH, I will let go and start to live a happy life… I have been stressing too much lately, I guess I just have to trust Him more... I simply want to be loved by my HH. He is all I want and I need.
And if you extract the precious from the worthless, You will become My spokesman . . .” (Jeremiah 15:19). I love it... I want nothing more than him my HH.
Please pray with me if you have struggled with “letting go” or as He leads in your own words: Dear Lord my HH you know me and what I am going to say even before I say it. I thank you for what you have done through me in the last couple of days. I have to say that my mind is a battlefield of constant fighting between old thinking and new teachings. I surely want nothing more than to live a happy abundant life where I am not worried about finances, or where I am hurt in my heart as I have been asking You for the last couple of days please, please heal my heart, come into my heart and stay there. Remove all feelings that have to do with my EH. I want to feel compassion for him. Please remove all resentment, hatred, and anger I feel for him. Let me look to him with the kind of love that understands, like you do, for my sake and my girl's sake. Please guide me as I don't know how to pray or what to pray in order to follow you. And not against You. Guide me in truly letting go... of all areas of life. You are all I need and you are all I want.
Dear Brides, we don't see God's desire for us because we are blind with what we want for ourselves. We automatically block him out. I invite you to read on as you will be amazed at what he has in store for us, I know I am still in disbelief.
Ephesians 3:20 “Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us” ... Only God can give us all the riches that we cannot even imagine.
~ Emma
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