♕ Today's Promise: “Strength and Dignity are her clothing and she smiles at the feature” Proverbs 31:25.
Thank you my Love who never leaves me! You see just like many women in our ministry I discovered my EH is or was seeing a friend. When I received the news I can say I was strong mentally as I had been reading RMI materials. However weeks later in my time with my HH a huge blow just got a hold of my heart I fealty the deepest pain I had yet to experience, the betrayal on both ends I just could not fathom.
How I would be able to see them.? without being affected. As far as the OW its a must as our kids attend the same small school. And my EH well I was to dubious on what my reaction would be like. But just as we have read time and time again My love protects me, it has been 2 months that I have been picking up girls from school I have not seen her but 2 times and when I see her it serves me as a reminder that I still need to work on letting go and forgive such betrayal. So in the meantime, my HH protects me so that I don't see her.
Moreover here is the Praise; My daughter BDay was just a couple of days ago. My EH does not live with us, so she called him to. Reminded him its her b'day and since I was not able to give her a cake or anything of that sort he promised to pick them up on the following Sunday. Oh this would be the 2nd encounter since I had learned about him seeing my friend... by this time I knew I had to visit my Lover non stop and ask for comfort and guidance. Not until I experienced many tears and heartfelt confessions with my HH was I ready for such a situation. I had already read the WOTT book in just one week so I was well on my way.
That day arrived; prior to my EH arrival I turned it over my HH. I want to say he suggested that ask my EH to check for a repair that need to be made in the kitchen. So I calmly asked him and He agreed. Shortly after we was able to have a nice quick conversation. I mean ladies I felt secure, happy with joy. I not did mention that he had been seen with my so called friend, I could see him in the corner of my eye glancing at me with disbelieve, oh I was more joys and happy because I felt my HH was right there with me. Also the items of discussion were items that I have been praying for him to bring up as they were important to me but I felt I was ignored on and well, I did no longer wanted to bring them up.
So it was my EH who talked about them. I don't know if You can relate to this but All I can say is that with the amount pain I was experiencing in days prior I sincerely did not know what my mental state would be once I saw my EH but after many days of constant talks with my HH he responded just at the right times and he gave me peace beyond understanding. The mare fact I can speak to my EH with out saying a word about the situations and me being cool oohhh its miracle.
Also that the issues at hand were items that I needed answers on desperately, well he brought them up on his own. This I mention so that you know he is listening to all your prayers and concerns. All PRAISE TO MY LOVER WHO, SURELY IS LISTENING AND RESPONDING THANK YOU BABE!
“Strength and Dignity are her clothing and she smiles at the feature” Prov 31:25.
This verse is so powerful because, when we are betrayed by infidelity its by default, that our self-esteem is damaged and questioned. But with him we can look and smile at the future with strength and Dignity.
“Look among the nations. Observe. Be astonished wonder because I am doing soothing in your days-You would not believe if you were told” Habakkuk 1:5.
Yes this is actually a promise in the bible its wonderful promise to look forward to especially when I have been in despair. Another example that we must have blind faith, we must not see it but its there.
“Behold I have given you authority to tread on serpents and scorpions, and overall the power of the enemy and nothing will injure you” Luke 10:19.
That was another powerful verse that got me through we need some kind of protection after we have been knocked out.
~ Emma in Sedona
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