♕ Today's Promise: "There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear. For fear has to do with punishment, and whoever fears has not been perfected in love." 1 John 4:18
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I have not written a PR in some time but that doesn’t mean I have not been praising My HH (Heavenly Husband) ALL the time. There is just so much that has happened for me, where do I begin.
Let me start by saying that this journey is a process. It makes me laugh now when I think back and remember how in the beginning I wanted things to happen quickly. Doing what I needed to do for restoration to happen, like a check off list. Then The Lord would slow me down and show me that is not how He does things.
Just like the intimacy and relationship you will find when you seek your HH (Heavenly Husband) and grow closer to Him, it’s the same for the process of letting go. There are many levels and stages. Every time I feel I let go and that was completed, it was not. My Love wanted more of me, more of my heart. I’m so glad He keeps wanting more of me because I keep wanting more of Him too. We keep going deeper and growing more intimate.
Hallelujah!! Praise God that He keeps on pursuing us!!!
The more intimacy and love we have, the less fear, the less stress. He has taken away all the fear, anxiety and worry and given me so much love, peace and joy. Life is truly amazing when we completely belong to The Most Amazing Husband.
Let me just say some of the struggles I am facing so you understand. I am struggling financially. Our sons had some school/sports event on the weekend. I didn’t know how I was going to be able to attend this with them. It would cost so much to drive there, stay in hotel, tickets to attend, pay for parking, food to eat, babysitters for the smaller kids etc. All this cost for each day for a 3 day event. But My Love took care of it all.
I was worried just minutes after my son qualified to participate in the event, the enemy tried to steal my joy of his accomplishment and make me worry about all the cost. But I gave it to my Love, He took the worry and gave me peace.
Without me asking for anything, my sister in law offered to take care of my girls while I was away. My older son offered his car to use and he filled it with gas for the drive. EH (earthly husband) paid for my tickets for both days for me to get into the event. My Love lead me straight to the free parking in a parking lot near the arena. I was able to stay in the hotel rooms with my sons that the school paid for. EH even bought me lunch on the first day and my older son bought me lunch the second day. ALL without me asking anyone for anything!!! My Love, My Faithful HH (Heavenly Husband), provided it all and took such good care of me!! Isn’t He Amazing?!?
He just continues to show me how much He loves me and wants to take care of me.
Now I am back home. I am home alone. Without a single child home with me. This is rare for me. But I was looking forward to this night alone with My True Love. There was a time in the past that I would dread being alone. I didn’t want to be without my children, without family or friends. I always needed someone. Now I love driving alone talking to and singing praises to My Love the whole way. And I love our time alone. I absolutely looked forward to and was so excited for our night here at home together, ALL ALONE with My True Love 
I believed I had let go many times before and I had to some degree. But My Love continue to take me deeper with Him. I don’t live in fear anymore. There are bills that have not been paid but I can’t believe I am sitting here enjoying my time with My True Love. No fear, no worry. Where there seems to be no way, He will make a way!!
I don’t fear being alone, being without our children and I don’t fear being without EH (earthly husband). I honestly don’t fear what is to come because I am so happy with my Faithful Husband. He is all I want, all I need, and all I live for.
I honestly feel this is a whole other level of letting go. My Love has done it for me because I couldn’t do it alone. I don’t want or think of restoration anymore. I absolutely love this time alone with My True Love. I’m so happy that He has chosen me to be with Him alone!!
My Love has done something in me. I do not fear what is to come anymore. I used to fear if and when the day came of having to meet the ow (other woman), anyone talking about her, hearing her name even. But now none of that doesn’t seem to matter to me anymore. Everything has a purpose, even the ow. I am thankful for all that has happened and I would do it all again so I can be with My True Love.
"There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear. For fear has to do with punishment, and whoever fears has not been perfected in love." 1 John 4:18
"For I, the Lord your God, hold your right hand; it is I who say to you, “Fear not, I am the one who helps you.” Isaiah 41:13
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